Sunday, February 22, 2009
the happening stories
It's 2.23am now.
I'm still gonna blog.
Actually I wanted to wait till later to blog.
But if the feelings fade away won't do.
Some of it faded away already.
Well, I realised I truly appreciate my friends.
I love them. Like really a lot.
I rather you say I suck than you said that about my friends.
I'm kinda protective of them and I try to treat everyone equally.
You can't buy them, you earn them.
Shit, I should start saying ILY to my friends. In case one day something happens to me and I'll never get to say it again.
I don't mind saying that to guys. I'm open. I said to some already. Who cares what others think.
But then again, there's always bound for something to go wrong. Something that make you think, mull and question your friendship. It'll soon lead to disappointment if the friend's close to you. You won't know what to do.
And what if you found out something that you aren't supposed to?
And try so hard to erase it off your memory.
It won't.
And how you face it, whether or not to treat the person coldly.
You want the person to be aware of it,
but on the other hand, you don't want to hurt the person,
'cause you love the person too much.
Maybe you'll rather sacrifice the friendship and let the person learn.
Maybe.
And maybe only time will tell.
But until then, what will you do?
It's 2.43am now.
I'm turning in soon.
I'm thinking about this.
I'm still clueless.
Maybe this is what I really need.
♥ Meatball !
:D @ 2:21 AM
