♥throughthekaleidoscope!

2010-04-05T22:19:00.003+08:00

I should not have taken the risk.
We were good friends. Now we are almost nothing.

I feel so stupid.
URGH!

I couldn't help but to think about it.
It hasn't been solved.
What a regret it has been.
Since we have problems,
why should we continue?

Why not end?

2009-03-28T13:27:00.004+08:00

I'm going out.
I need so seek solitude.
Somewhere, just to clear my thoughts.
Just too noisy and too many distractions at home.

Everyone has goals.
I dont think mine will come true.

AHH. IM EMOING.

2009-03-26T22:24:00.001+08:00

I miss talking to you.
Betcha didn't know.

regatta

2009-03-21T22:25:00.006+08:00

GOSH I HAD SO MUCH FUN TODAY :DDDDD

Haha, today was the last day of the National Youths Championship. Frankly speaking when I woke up I was like half deciding whether I should go or not, then decided to go. Then when changing my clothes I was still thinking about my decision. I was so tired! Haha.

Okay, took the bus to parkway, closed my eyes and relaxed. Then went to BK with Andria, Jelene, Mars and ML. HAHA. I tell you it's like so funny (: 'Cause we gossiped about some Flex and Jump person :D Gee, I still can't believe the fact. HAHA. Okay as usual I cannot finish my breakfast, some burger thing, wrapped it and head to NSC where my stomach starts to feel weird and while the rest rig up I was at the toilet. LOL.

Then I signed in. I wasn't expecting myself to sail la. I don't even think Tony gonna let me sail 'cause yesterday the wind was like quite strong and I just recovered and most prolly he think's I'm not up to it. Oh well. Then my tummy also weird weird one. Churning a lot >< style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">So half of me wanna sail and half of me don't wanna sail.

And so I rigged up my boat. HAHA. Okay, the rest helped me. Then we went back to the canteen and looked at things, look at the sea, look at guys, I dunno la, hahaha. ML and I went out to walk walk with Mad to find Savannah over at noss area. We changed and pulled out boats out to the beach and I grew really nervous..

Mad and I went to find Mrs Taufiq and toddler Ralph xD at noss area. I told Mrs Taufiq I was really scared and she told me it's okay if I don't go out, I can always change my mind. Then aiya, I dunno la. She told me if I cannot take it out there I can always retire. Aunty Joe also said if strong wind out there, depower my sail and don't push myself too hard. Mrs Taufiq gave me an oatbar and I nibbled some 'cause after that it's Bravo course launching time!

Headed back to where our boats are and Hanis' mum was there (: I told her I sail one race then retire la. She told me don't decide it yet until I really cannot take it and come back. She went to the VS sailors area which was just diagionally behind TKGS area and told her son and his friends that she's talking to her daughters (us) because she didn't have any daughters and have two sons.
AWW (: So sweet! AHHH. SHE'S NICE (:

Then we were like saying some optimists havent even launch, like they protesting like that. I sat down and look at the sea. I started to cry. Like ohmygosh I'm having a nervous breakdown. My hands were trembling. Okay after that I stopped and after a short time, goes down the AP flag for Alpha course.

We straight away got up, wear our lifejackets, get everything ready. Gloves, caps etc. and launched. I was the last one to launch among the tkgians. Actually suppose to launch with Jelene and Mars then they pangsehed me and sailed off and I have to get up my own and all that and sailed behind Cedric and Hanis >< style="font-weight: bold;">really really far from NSC, further than the Keta Buoy but there was shitty wind.

Then I stopped my boat and ML sailed to me. Then guess what, I started to cry again. I was like literally nervous until that state. I predicted on shore that when I cross the finishing line I sure cry one. Then yeah, she told me if I cannot tahan I go back. Hmm. Waited for the lasers and the rest of the bytes to come and then the race can begin. Laser first followed by gold fleet byte and silver. Then my lung starts to pain..

Sailed to Tony and I heard him say start and pin end and go left, centre, left, centre yeah. 'Cause the current is strong, will push you down. Waited for the silver fleet to start and 'porhh' goes the honk, class flag up. Then duh, I sailed towards the pin end, Then got two honks, I tacked and look, oh AP flag - postponement. Then okay la, sail sail around the starting line. Then 'porh' goes down the AP flag, up the class flag, I timed my watch.

About reaching one minute, I make sure I below the starting line later like last time get BFD. Ohwell, Okay then sailed towards the pin end. Mars was the furthest towards the pin end, followed by this MF guy sailor whom I think should be in gold fleet and then me :D 5 seconds countdown, I sheet in, and point and go. I don't feel any adrenaline rush, I was half awake mah. LOL. And the wind was light.

Most of the other sailors crammed at the Oldie boat. Two bad situations they will get.
1. Current will push them down
2. Will not get clear wind.

:D And I have like good wind 'cause no one blocking my wind (: Okay going upwind I cannot remember much. Just remembered blocking someone's sail :P HAHA. I'm like a bit below average? when rounding mark one. Going downwind - gate. I was sailing in the middle, undecided. Till I saw Mars. Eh actually I was in front of her then I dunno why we two suddenly stick together and we sailed downwind. The wind was like.. Actually there wasn't any wind. WAHHH. We were like drifting LOL. I decided to round the pin end mark, well round starboard mark doesn't mean it's good, and besides, little boats round the pin mark - clear wind so I round the pin mark and sailed upwind :D

Hmm going upwind. Sometimes got wind, sometimes no wind. When there's wind I hiked out then suddenly no wind so I slided my butt in. Wah hot, friction. Then got wind I slided my butt out, wah hot hot hot. HAHA. Now my butt a bit pain luh. HAHA. I saw that I drifted off the gate like quite a lot, turned back and saw many boats far far behind me.They jialat liao. Goners!

They shortened the course at mark 1. Eunice got first! Yay for her (: I was about to cross the finishing line but was short by just a few metres off. Then I tacked, there wasn't much wind. I look at the powerboat people they look at me. LOL. Then I finally crossed the finishing line.

I lost to Nicholas -.- by two positions in that race. I thought I could actually win him -.-

During the race I found out that my bottle cap came off. Therefore all the water spilled out and I have no water. Die sia, no water and I didnt even get a chance to drink any when I'm out. Shawn, Roy's brother, along with one TK guy in his powerboat, came and threw a bottle of water to me. It fell into the water. They went to pick it up and threw it back again to me.

AHH MY ANGELS! :DDDD
Shouting to them, 'Thank you so much! How you know I dont have water? My bottle cap came off and all my water spilled out!'

Maybe 'cause I have the sian-I-need-water-w/o-water-I-can-die face xD hahahaha. There wasn't any wind, we were slacking a little before the Oldie boat honk and put up the AP flag. People were cheering and so am I xD Suddenly there was wind and it's getting stronger - storm is coming. I was still half awake. HAHA. I was following Jelene. Going downwind to the NSRCC area, I wasn't scared. Half awake :D HAHA. Then I was like, gosh storm is coming I hope they cancel the race and we all go back.

The wind was TERRIBLE I tell you. I was literally depowering my sail - tighten outhaul, tighten downhaul.. I bet it's like around 15+ knots and there were a gazillion white caps. The sky was dark. Everything was dark. Then people capsized. I was with ML then I dunno what happen, I CAPSIZED =.= But thank goodness I'm able to get up. I was kinda glad, Tony wasn't there to shout at me. HA! Training will be like, "get up fast! fast! fast!". Like shhh! I'm getting up la. Be patient!

I was letting my sail flap flap flap then I banged into Zachary, who told me to point. I told him, 'aiya I dont wanna sail leh'. He told me to retire. Lol. Okay I was like letting my sail flap flap flap and looking at my watch 3.15pm (: Then I sail around a bit, the oldie boat honked. I scared have to sail in this Cat1 environment. CRAZY AH!

Ohoh then Mad got gastric out at sea. She needs food so she shouted to me, "EH, CAN GIVE ME FOOD?". Then she realised it wasn't me but Cedric! HAHA. And even funnier he gave Mad food! HAHA.

They honked for the lasers to start. I was a bit blur, still half awake. LOL. Then I saw quite a number of silver fleet boats like sailing back to shore. I sailed upwards and saw this powerboat with a man and he shouted to me,

"SILVER FLEET! GO BACK TO SHORE!"

I was relieved :D SO RELIEVED. I knew I confirm cannot handle this kinda wind if we were to race. ML shouted to me about what it is about and I shouted to her the same words which the man shouted to me :D YAHAAA so happy.

On the way back I sailed near to this girl, sail number 429 - KC sailor.

Me: Wah so glad we get to go back leh!
Her: Yalor, this kind of wind crazy arh! Silver fleet cannot handle one!
Me: Yah! You know I wasn't actually supposed to come out and race today.
Her: Then you shouldn't have come out (saying that I could have stayed safe at shore rather than race this kind of storm situation)
Me: Haha, it's okay la, the race I did quite well I think. Whoa, this wind hectic sia, I bet the LAST person in Gold fleet sure jialat one (purposely said that)

I took my own sweet time to go back to shore. I DIDN'T CAPSIZE HA!

Then yeah, quite scary still, with all the lightning and thunder. I got off my boat and got my trolley, then Hanis' dad came to help me pull my boat! :) He must have known I have cough and all those shit to come and lend me a hand (: I was really thankful. He asked me how was it and yeah, said a bit. HIS SON IS STILL OUT AT SEA >< style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"> a bit worried la, I mean lung pain, then sail in Cat 1 condition. It's never easy.

And thank goodness they all came back safe and sound. Phew.

Took my medicine >< KAAPUI YUCKS they suck. So bitter.

I really enjoyed the one and only race I sailed in for the Youth Nationals. It really end my week well.

I saw a rainbow when I got home :DD

There's always a rainbow at the end of every storm;
just like today;
just like the whole week.

incomplete work

2009-03-20T15:48:00.006+08:00

REMAINING HOLIDAY TO DO LIST:

1. Rest for Sat's race - today

2. Finish physics worksheet - sunday

3. Finish chinese newspaper homework - sunday

4a. Finish tuition homework comprehension - tomorrow
4b. Finish tuition homework summary - tomorrow
[Thank goodness no amaths tuition homework]

5. Go through tuition vocab list and try to remember them - tomorrow

6. File my stuffs =x - any day before the school term starts

7. Practice for amaths quiz and finish up amaths heymath homework - tonight

8. Get an empty jar/container - tomorrow after race

9. Write out Lump's birthday wishes - if I got what I need.

10. Contact someone :D - if I got the jar/container - sunday night
[Very looking forward to whooots]

11. Type/Print out VS SLI report which I owe for quite some time now - sunday night while contacting the person?

12. Print out SW front tee design and draw - if possible sunday night

13. Think of what topic to do for English newspaper >< - before school terms starts.

14. The very most important thing -- GET WELL SOON. D:

Anusha's flight is on Monday morning ):
Dunno how come changed D':

And off I go to sleep now (though I slept for 12 hours)
Byebye.

2009-03-19T21:37:00.019+08:00

I DON'T WANT TO EAT MEDICINE ANYMORE D;

It's super tiring to eat like 14 pills a day and drink like 6 teaspoons of cough syrup.
I don't think anyone will be able to imagine how I'm feeling.
I'm really sick of eating medicine ):

KFRJFHGFIJEIJTRJUFEMCDSAOKWHPKNDHFGQHVGFHJREHJBSFFJ!!!

I was like hoping I could sail today.
And look, there's so many complicated knots tied down to this simple action.
The wind was light today, yeah I am sure I can sail, definetely.
It's just too bad I didn't bring my medication and that we can't predict what will happen when launching starts.

But on a lighter note, THANK YOU H*'S MUMMY (: For really giving me advices and consoling me (: Thanks from the bottom of my heart <3>at most I just die out there la.

~~Dying isn't easy you know.~~ There are powerboats like everywhere I heard. Then if they see you lagging behind they'll go and check on you or something. Then I can retire and they escort me back to shore and H*'s Mummy will come and save me (:

And cause of this assurance she gave me is the main reason why I'm smiling. Even though I'm frowning because there are more things to frown than smile about.

~~Okay don't talk about dying.~~

I'M GOING TO FINISH STRONG.

*Names have been changed.
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And sometimes when your week is grumpy, everything that's thrown to you will automatically be bad.

Sometimes, I dunno things that are going on with my close friends. They don't tell me things.
And I question myself to whether am I as important to them as compared to them being as important to me.

Maybe I need to change the way I think, or assume. Maybe I'm assuming they are my good friends.

Kay, get a grip of myself and move on ; urh!

I bet only one person knows what I'm talking about.

Sometimes I find myself as a hypocrite. When others are down I'm able to comfort them and encourage them but when dealing with my own problems I tend to shun away and if it get's too difficult for me to control, I'll just break off.

So sooner or later I'm just left in my own whirlpool and realise I can't rely on you, because you're not always there to save me. You might go and cater to other victims in need and later may come and save me but what happens if you forgot about me and I drown?

If those other victims are more important to you then I have nothing much to say but hope for someone else to help me. Then maybe next time when I need help I'll go to my new life saver and hopefully forgot about what happened and erase the scene which I saw off my memory. Well, maybe not because the other victims are more important to you and that's a fact which I have to accept.

Now I don't see why I should take the later bus to school every morning.

Next time I shall not hope for anything. I'm really bushed.

2009-03-17T16:41:00.004+08:00

Hmm I think I'm gonna go back to blogging again.
Then now I have to go tag other people's blogs for them to tag me back.
HAHA. FLOOD! :D

Since thursday, my left lung hurts. When I cough or breathe in deeply.
I assumed its muscle ache 'cause the night before I did 30 crunches.
Friday Mars and I went to Changi Airport (:
Go get something. Zzz.

And Friday's the last day Anusha's spending her time in TKGS.
I cried the most luh. During Legacy I went to the toilet, then haiz. I felt so sad.
Then back in class we were to sing Friends Forever by Vitamin C.
I cried when we 'rehearse' the chorus. :(
Then aiya, I cried a lot la, I cried a lot till I influenced Xiao Jing to cry.

~~Shit I dunno why I'm crying now~~

Anusha I'll never forget you! ): More pictures at facebook.

Then yesterday I was alright.. My right lung was okay but then left lung starts to hurt.
Like super sharp pain >:(
Then today I cant go and race. Not that I dont want to.
Last time I was dreading to race, but now I want to race and I can't.
Today went to AMK polyclinic and took X ray. Thank goodness there wasn't anything wrong with me. My lung area hurts because I cough too hard. Then muscle pain lo. I'm having flu too ):
Hopefully by like Thursday or Friday it'll recover and I can go and race for 1 or 2 days. Provided that my name is registered. ><

There's nothing for me to lose anyway. I know I'm last as I didn't go for some days. So I race and get last. Ohwell, Doesn't really make a difference. Go and give it a try.. If I get something unexpectedly good then it's gonna be so sweet. (:

Currently I'm quite pissed with iTunes -.-

I'm getting I dunno la, I'm not myself lately.
I'm feeling sad all the time thesedays. Anusha leaving, friends, my lungs pain, can't race ):
Especially when other people are maximizing their holidays while I'm here eating pills and disgusting medicine and seeing doctors after doctors and wasting time at clinics.
It really sucks D';

I don't want to be a burden.
I'm very messed up now.
Somehow I just can't accept the hard truth.

I want to fly without wings
I want to run through fire
I want to walk on water

I'm very tired. I'm in this state of dizzyness.
It feels like it's everlasting.
I really thank those who are here to comfort me.
I really appreciate it. Thanks for caring for me (:
But I need some time to cool down and get myself back on track.
I promise..

Take a breath, I pull myself together.

2009-03-06T20:55:00.003+08:00

I havent been active in blogging =x
ohwell. Im lazy to reply tags too.

EEYER I'm sick again. I'm having cough and very minor flu.
Every morning nose kena blocked -.-

HUI LING AND I ARE GOOD FRIENDS (:
We spread each other germs and bacteria.
She spread to me first then I spreaded back to her. HAHA.

Then today Mrs Loy called me Christina by mistake -.- Diaoo.
Tuesday was a cold day. Class on power 1 for fan.
Then Mrs Loy came in, 'WAH so hot!' and turned all the fans to 5.
LOL. You should have seen the class' faces

Then WED! Sports heats. Michelle ran for 200m and got first. Dong Dong got second for the other 200m heats. Then 1500 Charlene got 4th. Poor girl she's physically sick, just like me. Then I dunno what Hui Ling got. Then ran 4 by 400m. 3e7 got 1st for heats. Ohwell hopefully actual day can get something.

I blog very mundane today.

Hmm sometimes I have problems. It's not I don't wanna say, it's your reaction to it. I'm an ultra sensitive girl.

Then I dunno what happened to someone. Don't reply my smses, also never come online. Like how I communicate with him? D:
URGH Im sad ):
I was like anticipating for something 'cause I took the much later bus today. Hoping for a reply.

Maybe hopes are to be dashed.

Okay I'm getting emo now. Shall not blog further to make me more sad.

And sometimes life just sucks. Even if you die you also won't mind. I'm living day by day now. Nothing to anticipate..

2009-03-02T22:50:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I don't want to sleep at all.
But sometimes I want to sleep and never wake up.

VSSLI! :D

2009-02-28T22:09:00.018+08:00

Okay before I really forget and drag.

VS SLI. 13 Feb. Two weeks ago. LOL.

Haha. After school, Madelaine, Mars, ML and I went to parkway to eat. Since I got sore throat, I can't eat fast food T.T Hahaha. On the way there I met Andres (: He looked stressed lor ><

Then need to buy what I need: Strepsils and Panadol. I WAS SICK! DD:

But ohwell, we shopped for Hafidz's present after that. Mars and I went mulling for days on what to get for him. HAHA. Like cake? Or book? etc.

Then we settled for,
Cookies! Parkway don't have nice cakes or they're not halal. And the cookies not cheap! HAHA. Thank goodness Hafidz's likes them (: I forgot now many grams but yeah. Expensive seh. Think it's 'cause of the packaging. Hahaha. I persuaded Mars to stay with me. So ML went home for her tuition. Hahahaha.

We walked to the MP Library and there were no tables with chairs for the both of us. We found this spot with a low cushion 'chair' and yeah, decided to do our stuff like writing our wishes on cards. I carried like three stuff. Bag, shoe bag and formal clothes.

Words from the bottom of my heart. Aww.

Mars doing Hafidz's card and I'm doing his invest card.

AND AND AND.
Shoe bags were meant for shoes right?

But not in the case for me. Hahaha. 'Cause the following week CA week, so my bag was like so heavy with I forgot what but I remember there was my emaths, chem and physics textbook. I placed I think physics textbook in my shoe bag, along with many many packets of tissue paper and my court shoes (placed in plastic bag). Gosh you should have seen how many packets of tissue I brought. Like 15 and the class laughed at me -.-

What I need ><. Vday gifts too (:

Then my bag and the rest I carry super heavy and they take up a lot of space. Mars had to help me pack. Reduce the space by a lot (: THANK YOU MARS :DD but the weight is still the same. Heavy D:

Hmm, she did Hafidz's birthday card while I did his invest wishes. Along with Andres', Bihyau's, Dzafir's and Lump's. Aiyo I didnt know I write so slowly. Haha. Time flies. Donna and Mimi told me they were ready at like 4pm?! Thats heck early. I havent even finished writing so I told them to play hide and seek with me. Then by the time I changed it's already 4.20pm -.- and they already found me. And i didn't went to cut my hair 'cause Mars didnt wanna.

So pack and went to VS with my heavy load ): LOL like who goes to investiture with so many things luh. Then I had to write on the guestbook. I drew flowers too (: I promised Andres to. Actually that point of time I was joking. HAHA. But I bet in so many years no one drew flowers. Aww. Then the people who were sitting at the reception were like, 'ERRRR. OKAY.' So I drew la. HAHA. To make the people go 'diaoo' -.- then when they see it they'll be happy right. HAHA.

Eh shit Im like announcing it's me who drew it. HAHA.

Then the usherer ushered us to the canteen and I had to go and change to my shoes and blazer. He's a scholar but he doesn't look like one and he doesn't have the accent. Then I assume he's malay therefore I talked very singlishy with him and he also can talk with me.

Cool huh. Then saw the MC room. Quite clean what. LOL. Cleaner than our den. Ohwell. Maybe 'cause the room is slightly bigger and consist of a sofa, a noticeboard, cupboard, table and white board while our den has many many stuff. Yeah rats can't get through the door for the MC room. HAHAHA. Inside joke.

Then VS also has PB and PSB room which both is bigger than our den. But it's okay. TKGS den has many stuff which you need :) The three rooms are just next door to each other. Dunno whether got people bang against the wall or something. Hahaha. And the rooms are in the canteen. Also dunno whether it's a good thing. I not sure why I think their are cons to it but just can't seem to think of any ><
Aiya, I wanted to see some RETARD but didn't get to. HAHA. I heard lots xD

So the current SLs were busy rehearsing for the invest. The graduates did the school tour. Haha. WE GOT TO TAKE THE LIFT! XD Started from the 7th floor downwards. I like the Nil Sine Labore thingy. LOL. Then when the sun shines the shadow can cast on the ground. Then stand in the middle and get enlightened. LOL. I also like the seven sins thing (: Then the graduates told us that there are guys who dropped their phones into the pond. So careless.

We ended our tour at the auditorium where the event will be taking place. Now I understand why Andres wants it to be in the audi. Yeah. The atmosphere is good and appropriate. Haha. Okay then the principal talked and the GOH also talked then the whole event starts.

The flag bearers are, okay quoted from my report to submit to the PB,

"The leaders from the sports, performing arts, clubs and societies, uniformed groups and service boards stepped up, representing their CCA or boards by carrying their respective flags and going on stage. I was really, really blown away by the flag bearers. The swaying of the flags, the domino effect and the song really suits the item. The flag bearers were well co-ordinated. I could tell that the people in charge of this item worked really hard to get this item in near perfection even though the audience was not as big compared to TKGPB investiture. Most of the school did not come down to watch, which I find it such a waste. This item was truly one of its own, as I have never seen anything like that before. It was professional.

One word to describe it: AWESTRUCK. "

Okay or maybe that's two xD

I know it's Dzafir and Hafidz who were in charge of the walk in. HAHA but argh it's like darn good la. Great job :DD But I think these two words aren't able to let people infer how great it is. LOL. Can't put it to words. Maybe vocab level restricts me.

Then it's the video. HAHAHA. Dzafir told me they did it like few hours before the thing. Eh that's like not bad. LOL. Lightbulb. HAHA.

Then it's the investiture. Haha. Aiyer. Out of so many leaders only a handful are the ones I know. I was biased. Haha. I cheered for the ones I know. Bih Yau's the first so I was like clapping and going 'WHOOOOOOO!' then got people in front of me turned and look at me sia. Like I care! You mean I cannot cheer isit? HAHA. Then I did that for Lumps, Dzafir, Hafidz, Andres and Ziyad. Okay I dunno Ziyad personally but then I dunno what made me wanna cheer for him so I did. But softer xD

Next it's the speech. Ahh I didn't really wanna bother to hear. LOL. I was half sleeping. Tired mah. Sick too. Then it's the pledge. Hahaha. I like the NOW and FOREVER part x) Lumps told me they laughed too. Hahaha. Then they performed for us Soaring High. Dzafir played the guitar! Hahaha. And I think I can hear Lump sing o.O Then they also sang the Victorian Anthem and go do some marathon cheering. Okay in the hall wasn't as loud and as 'bold'. Then we gotta go down and eat and Hafidz led us (:

Then in the canteen it's where the SLs really cheered like crazy. See people jumping somemore. I'm like.. Whoa. Power sia. HAHA. They even more hyper than TKGS! Paiseh! HAHA.

I had sore throat so basically I can't eat anything except for the banana cake and drink fruit punch. But never mind la, can feel the 'today-is-investiture-day-we-are-happy!' mood :) Chatted with some SLs and had 'night walk' which isn't even scary at all. HAHA. Then we got kinda tired already. Neeeda go home. Lumps walked me to the bus stop. Gentleman right? HAHA. It's not what you think =.=

Okay, gonna blog another post soon. Update about my boring life! D:
Okay in short, I didn't regret not going (: hahaha. It's worthwhile to spend my friday night there. Haha.

LIMPIN I MISS TALKING TO YOU HURRY COME BACK TO MY LIFE DDDD;

2009-02-22T02:21:00.004+08:00

It's 2.23am now.
I'm still gonna blog.
Actually I wanted to wait till later to blog.
But if the feelings fade away won't do.

Some of it faded away already.

Well, I realised I truly appreciate my friends.
I love them. Like really a lot.
I rather you say I suck than you said that about my friends.
I'm kinda protective of them and I try to treat everyone equally.

You can't buy them, you earn them.

Shit, I should start saying ILY to my friends. In case one day something happens to me and I'll never get to say it again.

I don't mind saying that to guys. I'm open. I said to some already. Who cares what others think.

But then again, there's always bound for something to go wrong. Something that make you think, mull and question your friendship. It'll soon lead to disappointment if the friend's close to you. You won't know what to do.

And what if you found out something that you aren't supposed to?
And try so hard to erase it off your memory.
It won't.

And how you face it, whether or not to treat the person coldly.
You want the person to be aware of it,
but on the other hand, you don't want to hurt the person,
'cause you love the person too much.

Maybe you'll rather sacrifice the friendship and let the person learn.
Maybe.

And maybe only time will tell.
But until then, what will you do?

It's 2.43am now.
I'm turning in soon.
I'm thinking about this.
I'm still clueless.
Maybe this is what I really need.

2009-02-21T18:00:00.006+08:00

I still have yet to do my report on VSSLI.
I mean I handwritten it already. Havent typed it onto MW yet.
I've been sleeping for the first half of the day :O
Havent started on Amaths D:
And tuition homework.

Aiya heck, later I shall start on it.
I'm not here to type on SLI. Nope, not yet.
My OBS post also havent even finish yet >.>
I've been really thinking hard just now..
Yeah right on the verge of falling asleep.

What happens if I can't make it to my dream JC arh?

I bet half of your guys know which JC right.
Well I dunno why I wanna aim there.
Isit 'cause of friends? 'Cause I know my lovey dovey friends are going to be there?
LOL I really dunno.

Then how? The score is just getting lower and lower.
And worse, I just found out my batch of 2010, as in the whole of SG, is one of the most competitive batch T.T

Eh, I dunno why am I blogging on this -.-

AHHH I FEEL LIKE JUMPING.
AND GOING CRAZY!
I mean to release my inner err. HAHAHA.
Release my thoughts and RAHRAHNESS inside.
Okay maybe not rahrahness.
But RAWRRRRHHH!@

Where's Donna? Why she not online.
Hurry talk to meeee D:

AND I FRIGGIN MISS OBS D:
There's no school to worry about.
There's no other problems to worry about.
Just go and have fun and enjoy!
And it's where all the mud and dirtyness comes and you'll get to share it with your friends (:

By right I should be like EMO-ing now.
But NOOOOO I'm not.
I'm like half going crazy at the same time EMO.
I'm like HIGHHHHHH and EMO.
Like what the heck.

2009-02-19T15:31:00.003+08:00

LOL I havent blogged in ages.

Finally CA week is over (: Ahh finally. last minute revision and mugging is over (:
Actually not really la, there's still english next week.

Bio - screwed. Haha. Like the questions they asked us are like redundant and not in syllabus. Like why is the inner membrane of mitochondria have more percentage of membrane than the outer membrane of the mitochondria. Like how would I know. LOL. Asked around either no reply or don't know >< I don't mean tkgs people 'cause I believe all of us don't know xD

SS - Okay lah. It came kinda unexpected. But maybe 'cause I never double check SS is the first paper. I was anticipating Bio paper first then turned out to be SS. Hahaha. SS is hmm. Essay is quite alright. Just like history but the SBQ I dunno la. Mine kinda short.

Chem - Tsk I made careless mistake by writing Cl5 as HEXA chloride. I was so confident it was hexa until after the paper when I found out it's penta. T.T

Geog elect - Another careless paper. Northeast Southwest I wrote the other way round >:( And the first question I anyhow crap. I think for the whole paper I anyhow crap ><

Maths - Personally I find it easy but I still commit a careless mistake. Giga is 10^9 I put 10^12. AIYOOOOOOO. Pekcek I was hoping to get full marks for this.

Amath - It's also easy. However the last question got something wrong. Sub numbers into the partial fraction both sides don't balance somehow. I checked and re checked and re checked a gazillion times. I spent 20 minutes checking on that question. Hahaha. But my classmates say A = 7, B = -13 and C = -4 correct leh. Then why I can't balance -.- .

Ohwell if anyone got same answers as me tell me 'bout it (:

Physics - What a way to end the CA week. It was so screwed and redundant. Just like the bio paper. Like how I know what As^-1 or smth. Stupid. LOL. And they asked us the thickness of a 5 cent coin. Obviously it's 10^-3 metres.

LOL L1r5 before the CA week I was 'confirm gonna use bio and phy' but now it don't seem the case anymore.

Aiya don't care liao la. I did my best (:

And my life kinda sucks now. There's nothing to look forward to so there's nothing to motivate me to live my life.

So everyday I live day by day. Just get over with today and sleep. I don't wanna anticipate the future for now.

Ohyeah, I've been sick since last thursday. Till now. Flu flu and flu ): It really tires me a lot.

And VSSLI! Hahaha. I had fun la. At least that's something I look forward to. And now's it's already over so I have like nothing.

I'm gonna blog about that real soon. Don't want happy things like that to fade off. Haha. It's not what you think it is -.- I'm happy 'cause I get to see my friends get invested (: REALLY LA

2009-01-27T15:10:00.014+08:00

I FEEL FRIGGIN' SCREWED. TOWERING PROBLEMS ARE PUSHING ME OFF THE EDGE. I FEEL LIKE RIPPING SOMEONE APART.

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I WANT TO FIGHT AND NEVER LET GO.

But it seems words are easier to speak; unlike actions D:

OBS!

2009-01-26T20:21:00.006+08:00

OBS!

Day 1
Actually Day 1 was nothing much lah. The class was splitted up into two teams, Da Gama and Hilary and I'm in DA GAMA (:

We were briefed in this room and our instructor was Nadiah. I couldn't help but hurry sms 'cause I'll be off w/o my phone for 5 days and 4 nights D: We did self intro, took a group picture (someone please send me the picture) and off we go!

They took away our valuables and phones. Last phone call to Mum and last sms to Lumpy. Best choice 'cause he's ill so no need go school and I messaged him as though he going to die like that.

I'm so stupid -.-

We sat in a circle to pen down our fears, what we hope to achieve (individual) and what we hope to achieve (group) LOL.

Individual achievement: Most enjoyable, fun, thrilling camp ever.
Group achievement: Bring back experiences to share. Grow stronger together.
Fear: CANNOT SURVIVE W/O TECHNOLOGY D: (but I think I'll be okay)

And guessed what? I FACED MY FEAR! :DD

Yalah Christine here relies a lot of her TV, laptop and very importantly, her handphone.
Like without it she can die.

But she didnt (: HOHOHO I rawk.

We splitted the food, did some admin stuff like equipment check, learnt how to pitch tent, pitched our own tent, cook, bathe,

packing our bags for the next day's EXPEDITION. With Michelle (: and Maomaomaomaomaomaomao. I miss maomaomao so much! Her cute face with curly hair which smells nice. And she doesn't get angry with me, ever.

Then I forgot what happened after that.

Then it's the fake fire drill.

Then everyone was in a daze for a while.

Then everyone realised it was a fire drill.

Then everyone started to walk to where we were supposed to gather when there's a fire drill.

Then obviously everyone took their time.

Then we reached there like 8 mins later.

Then we found out if there's a fire it'll take 3 hours for the firemen to come.

Then they said we took a very long time.

Then Valerie's friend told me we took such a long time 'cause we know it's a fake drill.

Then liddat already,

then we all were tired,

then we all went back to sleep.

xDDD

My tentmates are Ayushi, Liu Yue and Michelle. Haha. It was hot that time. I wore shirt and shorts and brought my jacket. Thankfully (: First night was difficult to sleep. Kept waking up in the middle of the night. Like this once where I woke up. Ayushi was like snatching Michelle's jacket from her. Like catfight, just that people were sleeping. I realised it was so funny. Hahaha.

That night I missed my loved ones )): I think about my family, my friends. Sentimental me (:

Day 2
Woke up like super early. Hahaha. Packed our tents and then the whole morning was dragged by something which I dunno what.

We took a small hike towards this man made tunnel which we were supposed to go in, find the way out and remember the route. The tunnel was pitch dark. Aiya I though it would be rather easy to find the way out 'cause it's short, but just before I entered the tunnel with my watchmates I got a little scared.

When the instructors closed the door, yeah, pitch dark. Opened your eyes also cannot see anything. I started off well, groping my way through the dark. Then the claustrophobic fear started to envelop me and I couldn't help but start to cry.

I cried very very hard. As though tomorrow will never come.

Liu Yue was in front of me and I got touched as she kept asking me whether I'm okay and held my hands tightly. But I dunno why I just kept crying and crying and crying. LOL. Thank goodness my other team mates heard my cry and shouted for help.

When the instructors opened the door, instantly I stopped crying 'cause there was light. I went out of the tunnel and saw the two Tracys. They were out 'cause they couldn't breathe inside. I decided to go in again 'cause I'll be a loser if I just give up like that.

We managed to find our way out (: And I got even more touched when Lu shuang and another person (sorry I couldn't remember who you are) kept assuring me, "Don't worry Christine, we will protect you"

So sweet of them (:

When I came out, I banged into my healing wound and it started to bleed. Lol. Quite disgusting.

Okay I shall stop here and post this halfway through OBS post xD.
Shall continue it another day.

Continued*
Aiyo when's the last time I'd blog. Haha.

Hmm okay after I banged onto my wound, got some antiseptic lotion to apply on my wound and the whole class hiked back to camp 2. We had a really short lunch before learning how to paddle and bringing the kayaks down to the beach where we get a taste to try our lifejackets. Everyone wasn't excited in trying their lifejackets and neither do I. ><>< but then changed to Liu Yue but it's actually not a bad thing (:

I actually felt excited that we're going to kayak. LOL. Then we started to paddle for a short distance then I tired already. HAHA. We were told to go inshore as the current is not as strong and did our T-rescue capsize drill aka deep waters capsize drill and boy, it was uncomfy but still I had fun (: Hugging the kayak like a koala. Then the other kayak group didnt do the drill la! 'Cause no time. Then Liu Yue and I have to do. Zzzz. Waste of energy.

We passed Camp 1 and I was already tired. Ohwell half a journey more to go. Went round the island and we only see fences and fences and never ending fences. There were also like huge oil rigs I think near the turning point. Freaky. And the current was strong too. Past round the rounding point and yeah. You can see like fenches and fenches and even more fences! It's like never ending torture. HAHA.

more sunrise and stars

2009-01-23T14:31:00.005+08:00

Okay I'm back from OBS (:
YAY! LOL.

It's quite fun and touching..
Experiencing the things you thought you can never do.

Let me charge my camera and then I shall try to upload my blog and my facebook. Haha.

And I missed Hwa Chong investiture ):
But even if there was not any OBS, I'll still have to go for training.

Love me tender
Love me sweet
Never let me go..

2009-01-18T19:57:00.008+08:00

Yours truly is going to OBS.

5 DAYS 4 NIGHTS at Pulau Ubin.
19 jan till 23rd jan.

Do miss me (:

And I apologise for not blogging for such a long time.
Dunno why thesedays prefer to chat rather than blog -.-

Well, school is starting to become busy.
With tests coming like 4 times per week.
Bio, chem, amath, math and chinese ><
Been staying back everyday too.
I found out it's all related to sailing..

I seriously should do some pioritising of my time.
If not I can just die off like that.
It's not as easy as it seems.

Well maybe I should get advices from my OLDer friends (:

Aiyer I just realised Wei Ling and Nachamai not going OBS.
And Vismitha also.
And Joanne. Gosh.

Anyway, O's my school did well (:
So a day off holiday for us.
Chu wu of Chinese new year (friday)

But irritating vs got Chu san as their holiday (wednesday).
Freaking irritated. Like MOE doesn't allow tkgs to have on Chu san but vs have.
HAIYER! LOL.

Nevermind shall be happy for my vs friends.
Enjoy your holiday!
Hope you guys get retribution. HAHA. Just joking! No offence to those vs people who aren't close to me xD

Orientation day 3 - campfire!

2009-01-11T20:09:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUTTY! :DD
Ahem* you know what I'm going to say to you so make sure you achieve it next year :D
Wahahahaha.

ORIENTATION DAY 3 :D
Tiring but fun.
There were some problems that happened, but in the end the whole event was a success (:

Let the pictures do the talking, I'm lazy to blog a lot today.

I love the campfire!
Especially the songs!
:D

Like "Calamine calamine calamine lotion. Oh! No more calamine lotion."
Then there's Father Abraham that the Sec1s love so much. I dunno why..
But I like Cannibal King! (:
Especially the "Arum muack muack. Arum muack muack. Arum deeda deedayy~~"
I "kissed" with Baba. She must have felt so honoured :D

C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E-S-O-N-G song!
Campfire's burning bright! x2
Burn burn burn! xD

Tracy and I were singing Titanic song during the class party.
I love all the campfire songs :)

"Oh it was sad D: Oh it was sad DDDDD:
It was sad when the big ship went down" Aww.

Then the whole thing ended with the school cheer.
Which I burst-ed my throat. HAHAHA.
But it's worth it lah.. So much fun (:

Pictures took before the whole event start :D

This is just random (:

Hmm actually that day wasn't really a good one.

But thanks to some people who really made the rest of my day go well (:
With some words (LOL) it cheers me up for orientation lah (:

x.x

2009-01-11T00:45:00.004+08:00

MY BLOG IS SEMI DEAD.
Wheeeeeee!

Where got time to blog seh?
Haha. I shall blog about orientation later on in the day when I come back..

Hmm. I got three tests next week.
While other classes have two ><
'Cause I got extra chem test.
Ohman.

But orientation was super fun!
Baba lost her voice. My throat still hurts.
But it's worth it. Especially the campfire!

2009-01-07T21:27:00.002+08:00

Haha hey everyone.

SEC3 IS SERIOUS BUSINESS! :|
It's kinda busy. Homework plus SMPF which my team obviously havent submitted it yet ><
And the deadline's on monday. Yeah we overshot :D
Charlene wee also overshot.
Tracy also.

Today I just had triple science and double maths ONLY.
So it is really heavy in a sense.
Okay only today wasn't so bad. Maybe 'cause it just got started.

Tomorrow's triple science, amaths and two languages.
Gosh I totally love language lessons and amaths and and and BIO (:
Physics was good in a way..
Maths and Geography haven't really started yet.
Havent even had a SS lesson ^^. I heard Mr Low gonna show us a video. HAHA. Heard from 3e1 (:
Urhh don't even talk about chem -.-

Talking about 3e1. Zzz. From 3e7 walk to 3e1 is a longgggggg way ><
Climb the stairs, and walk all the way to the other end. Wahseh. And I have to do this every morning.

AliBABA your brain the screw is loose -.-

I miss certain people in my life.
Friends and others. LOL.
Come back to my life quicky lah!
And control :)

Maybe I shall let fate decide.

2009-01-03T17:40:00.003+08:00

Lol I miss sec2. Haha.
Thinking about Mr Teo being our FM.
Gosh he's such a good teacher (:

But remember our reactions when we found out Mr Teo was our form teacher.
We went 'ohmygosh, oh no!'
Totally out of this world.

But haiz, I miss his teaching!
HAHA. And his sacarstic jokes.
And talking about JC life and the benefits of CMPS.

"And you can sit down there and shake leg" (do the shake leg hand action)
The stupid girl mooncake festival story; niece throwing the ball.
Saying every other student's DnT wood pieces are tombstones.
Mrs Karpel?

:D

first day

2009-01-02T20:14:00.003+08:00

Frist day was super boring ><
I dunno why I was kinda excited for it 'cause I didn't sleep till 3am? ^^
And I was kinda nervous when I took the bus. HAHA.

Fast forward. The whole day was literally crap.
School rules, booking forms. Ohman.
No time for class bonding. I dont even think the admin stuffs are done >.>
AND I DONT HAVE A TABLE.
And an assigned place.
'Cause I came late to help the principals give out the badges.

So I took a chair and sat next to Vismitha and Wei Ling.
Mr Seah told us that he will set a quiz regarding our buddy (how much we know about them) and I get to choose Vismitha or Wei Ling.
Of course Vismitha.. I know her for two years. LOL.

In the hall, talking to Wei Ling and Na something something. HAHA. Dunno her name..
Yeah we talked a lot (:

Then we did goal setting.
LOL. Put all As lah =.=

And 3e7 gotta stay at the ground floor for the rest of the year!
:D okay shalln't be a saddist.
But I rather be with the rest of the sec3 classes.

happy new year (:

2009-01-01T00:26:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!

MORE STRESS IS COMING.
=x

The reason I didn't blog yesterday is 'cause I was busy the whole day. Literally. Except till the end when I'm really shagged. Then chatted with Alibababa over MSN. Then when they countdown to 2009, I suddenly felt so awake! (: First sms from Ying Zhi. HAHA.

Hmm 2008 is really a great year for me. It's a work hard play hard (I think can play harder) year. Many major stuff happened to me. Well, shall slowly blog about it.

Headache now. LOL. But it's an indication that the last day of 2008 was well spent.

HAHA. 2008 was like a steady and yet sometimes an unsteady year in terms on academics. Sometimes I do well and sometimes I fail. HAHA. I really worked hard to get what I aimed for. I'm proud of myself to get the grades I've gotten 'cause I worked hard for it (: HAHA. Ten pages of maths per day really burns my brain to some extend. Lol. Even closing my eyes I can still see algebra questions. HAHA.

I'M IMBA RIGHT? LOL.
IM HIGH! :D

Geography is also another unsteady to steady subject. Failing Term1 and going for remedial in Term2 was super enjoyable with Carissa, ML and Yijie. Usually cracking jokes and not taking the remedial seriously. Haha. We copied one another's answers (: Geography remedial is seriously like a really slack lesson. No stress. Just laughs and gossips. HAHA.

Term1 geography remedial indicated that: Sailors can't do Geography. xD
The number of Sec2 sailors down for Mrs Tan's and Mrs Neo's remedial was seriously LOL. HAHA. But it's fun anyway (:

Hmm still a long way before I end this blog post (: Jiayou readers.

My birthday last year rocked. 'Cause it proved to me something (: Well, once in a while having cream, chocolate and cake on your face is reasonable. Haha. Plus it's my birthday so yeah :D Yi Jie and my birthday 1 day apart good mah.. Save money on cakes.

Thank goodness I didn't get birthday bashes.

Term2 CA came and I was kicked out of Geography remedial. I begged Mrs Tan to let me continue with the remedial 'cause the rest of the sailors were still in so left me and a few others =x Training and remedial was on Wednesday. No geography remedial = going NSC early = a few girls and so many guys. YIKES. LOL.

During this time I enjoyed taking early bus rides to school (:

2008 was also the year that I grew from a POP to a prefect!

I placed my best foot forward in the stuffs I do related to PB when I was a POP. Thankfully my efforts paid off. I was shaking like mad before Ms Su announced whether I passed, failed or got extended. I really have to thank Denise, my mentor for guiding me, helping me etc.

THANKS DENISE! (: I can never say enough. *Wink wink* Thanks for what you did (: I'll work hard and shall not disappoint you.

Mimi and I still remembered the day that we passed was on 25 april 2008 xD The day we ended our last ca2 paper.

The feeling of wearing skirt for the first time is seriously quite nervous. People will be staring at you. In school and on the bus. Yeah on the bus as well. HAHA. And of course, wearing the prefect's badge with pride.

Becoming a prefect in Term2 week6 means wearing the Lifeline shirt in Term2 week9 (: Group 10, HEARTBEATZ <3. The heart is a crucial organ in the body, without the heart, the person will not survive. The heart (student council) pumps blood to supply nutrients to the rest of the body (student body), creating heartbeats. Heartbeatz ends with a Z 'cause we're unique.

HAHA. Debbie and I crapped that out.

Conference was super fun! (: But it's tough being the GL 'cause there are bound to be problems like a barrier between guys and girls. So people like me had to be the bridge over the barrier. HAHA. It taught me lots of stuff. Food was great. My group is great (: though it did not bond very well but I tried my best as a GL. Haha. The tee is nice too.

I encourage all student councils to have conferences, sharing sessions etc. LOL

And what's best you gotta interact with different people from different schools and learning from one another (: and more about their school.

Like Hwachong track and field =.=

Conference so rocked I cried after that )): 'Cause I missed my group. And the people from other schools that made the conference a success. But I gotta learn from it. If not after every conference I'll cry. HAHA

After conference, the next event was the HILLSONG UNITED CONCERT.

They rocked the whole Max Pavillion! Haha. I regretted not getting the freebie. Hillsong United's pouchbag, notebook, bottle of water, light sticks.. Haiz. 'Cause I rushed in.

But the songs they sang made most of us jump and scream and have sore throat in the end :) I still like Hosanna. Along with One Way, The Time Has Come, Take It All, etc. My 5 bucks was worth it. I think even if it's 10, it's still worth it. No one should miss such a concert like that. I also have a chance to exercise by jumping and clapping (: Clapped till my hands gone numb. LOL.

Well, June I can remember was two things. PB and sailing. I was kinda shocked when Thahira told me I'm an exco nominee. Didn't seem to believe her. Haha. Till I recieved the email stating I'm one. Had to complete questions given by the teachers, filling in stuffs. Typing speech, doing portfolio etc. I got help from Siddharth in typing my speech 'cause he did a speech before and his speech was like WHOA. Long but it's super good.

Therefore, I recycled his speech and made mine the most longest among all the rest of the exco nominees even cutting away 1 or 2 paragraphs. HAHA. Thank you 2e2 for cheering for me (: And the rest of my friends who did after I made my speech. Haha. Greatly appreciated your support (:

National Sentosa Byte and Optimist Championship was my first regatta in June (: It's a five day race. Couldn't barely wake up in the morning. Haha. This regatta was where I realised something that is still with me today :D I miss early morning MRT rides to Pasir Ris with Mars. Then we four will reach NSC super early 'cause we're kiasu. Then MRT rides back to Aljunied with Mars also.

Eating energy bars out at sea for 4 days. Did not went out on the 4th day due to the lack of wind. Racing is very fun. You'll get to know who are the sailors whose attitude is horrible and other sailors from other schools. Mainly younger than me then I can be their big sister (: Like Edward, Benjamin etc. And Roy! ((: Racing gives you the adrenaline rush and therefore my blogadd. In my first ever race I was disqualified 'cause I broke a rule =.=

But chatting at NSC's really cool before the regatta with the music of Leona Lewis, PARAMORE, Jesse Mccartney (no stress no stress no stress) and more. And plucking weeds from the sand and making rings. HAHA. And Mr Peh treating us coconut juice to cool us down. Plus looking at some cute Japanese sailors. Yeah this regatta is an international regatta. The last race rocked 'cause I 'anti-socialled' the rest of the fleet. After the regatta was the school's band concert.

I was selected to take part in Interschools in July. Just before that was my exco interview. Totally screwed it 'cause I cannot get any answers out of my head.

Interschools. I had fun (: 7 races in two days. And my score fluctuated a lot. In the end, 18th out of 28 places. HAHA. Roy helped me in my last race before we went back to shore. ML and I kept making jokes and laughing when we got close to the committee boat. Made friends with Trena (: I almost got a Did Not Start score as we were concentrated on talking and couldn't reach the starting line. Thank goodness Roy told me.

This was when I first sailed during a storm. Yes with thunder, rain and strong wind. My cap almost flew out of my head. Drifted a lot, got a lousy score for that race. Aiya nevermind :]

Third and fourth day of interschools was relaxing. Although we still have to return back to school which was annoying. Burnt and bushed. Headed straight to NSC after that and walked to the breakwaters to see the byte regatta (: Ahh. Super exciting.

To sum it up, Interschools was really an enjoyable experience. Did not have sailing for a month, keeping me busy was Prefects' Investiture.

I still remembered Ms Su told me the result of me not getting into exco. "I regretted to tell you that you're not in the PB exco for year 2008 to 2009". I expected it lah.. So I don't feel sad. Just treat it like a learning experience (: Mimi also did not get accepted. It's okay. We have each other (:

Prefect's Investiture. LOL. The rehearsels were like hot and sweaty. And painful 'cause of court shoes. And going home late. I was kinda happy I got St Hilda's as my school in charge. Haha. I got to interact with Clarence and Joyce and more about their PB.

After that, it was mugging for term3 ca.

And after that, sailing resumed. I converted into byte. It was heck scary to sail out alone. Capsize after capsize. Still, it was not so bad. Mugging for exam starts.

Mug finish already, back to sailing. This time I could not upright the byte when I capsized. I got huge scoldings and suannings from my coach. So horrible. And it's very piercing. He did not let me sail for like such a long time, kept saying, "you cannot sail!", "you cannot sail for interschools in april. It's coming very soon you know" and more. But then he doesn't mean it. LOL. He said I cannot sail 'till after interschools 'cause I have no strength and whatever.

Like what am I doing now? Still sailing! :)

And I really have to thank those who motivated me a lot not to give myself up. Yeah, that was one of my darkest period in 2008. I went to Vismitha's gym to work out and saw some sickening aunties. Then went to ML's gym as well. I built up my muscles. I have to thank God as well (: Uncle Tony then let me tried when ML couldn't move 'cause the traveller was loose. =.= I capsized twice and managed to upright it. Overjoyed! From then on, Uncle Tony allowed me to take a byte out. So no sickening days on his boat. HA.

ML's still sailing so it's okay. HAHA.

My scoldings did not stop there. I wasn't performing well under strong wind. But then it's okay 'cause I'm better in light wind. Nothing's impossible with God (:

Okay no more talking about sailing. So it's RGS PSS (: SIDNEY/SYDNEY! Lol I dunno which is the right one. Nevermind. The people there are still the same.

I like it a lot. Like attending other school's conference. Didn't know what to expect. We did not regret not helping out for our school's open house which falls on that day. I made more friends. Some of which I still keep in contact with. Yeah just like conference, I got to know more things about other schools.

Like Hwa Chong track and field =.= HAHA. Go nut, get a gold and get a treat from me (:

I still regret leaving early ):

Hmm, nothing major happened after that already.. Just maybe the school's 55th anniversary.

Till the end of the year. I had this major emotional roller coaster. It was really horrible. But then I know who are those worthy ones to keep by my side.

Maybe this situation is what I really need.

To those who made 2008 a great year for me, THANK YOU (: From the bottom of my heart. I dont wanna say names here. In case I missed some of you out. You know who you are (:

Hmm 2009, new challenges to face. Helping POP mates to pass and maintaining good relationships with my friends and most importantly, not to neglect them. I understand how it feels to get neglected. Yeah. So I'll try to be a great friend in 2009.

And of course, accomplishing my new year resolutions (: And and motivating my dear sec4 friends for O's ((: Ahem. LOL. To someone, remember, one year left then you can be a saddist and laugh at me 'cause I'm suffering. HAHA. But after that it's my turn 'cause you'll be suffering. :DDD and my mega chocochip cookie.. I havent eat it yet 'cause I got a slight sore throat. HAHA.

Haiz. Mr Peh not in charge of Sailing anymore.. He went an extra mile just to make us feel better. He certainly cares for us. Like free tau hueys and coconut juice and staying with us till we all went home after sailing. And talking to us literally about everything in the world. Okay. Most stuffs. Sighhhhh D: Compared to other school's sailing teachers. Ahem. Big difference. ><

LOL okay who read this one whole chunk of text please leave a tag! (: LOL. Have integrity okay!

2008-12-27T23:54:00.003+08:00

Hey everyone.
Maybe I will go into hiatus mode soon.
I'm sorry if I disappointed you guys.
I need time to get over things..

I thought that last week was bad and I was hoping this week to be a better one.
But how darn wrong I am.
It started off well.
But it ended with

people daoing me
and
people blowing their tops on me

Maybe somehow this world appears to be like that.
You won't know what to expect.
Something that is so familiar to you now seems difficult to understand.

I still have hope
that next week will be a better week.

2008-12-26T20:51:00.000+08:00

Tonight I'll lie awake feeling empty.

2008-12-25T21:24:00.006+08:00

Ponyo On the Cliff by the Sea.

Trailer.

Definetely will catch it ;)

2008-12-24T22:39:00.011+08:00

Merry Christmas Eve everyone!
Okay in case I can't make it till 12midnight (seriously I'm pretty shagged now),
here's wishing everyone,

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Uhh sore throat's back.
My wish for Christmas is to regain back the friendship(s) that is/are fading away.
But the efforts of me alone is not enough 'cause,
It's a two way thing.

FALALALALALALALALA!
HAHA. I remember singing this line super loudly when it was like term4 week1?
LOL. I miss those days!

Listening to David Archuleta makes my heart melt.

movie~

2008-12-24T15:28:00.004+08:00

Hmm. Yesterday went to school to clean up the den and help decor paint their banner (: Desiree showed me this name that makes me laugh and laugh. Anyway, it's her fault :DD. Anyhow go look at people's name. Haiz ><

So anyway, den cleaning was okay. HAHA. All we do is take and throw.
Take waterbottle,
*throw*.
Take paper,
"what is this? ahh throw lah throw lah"
*throw*.

Lol. After all the throwing and cleaning we got ourselves this.

But in the end the den will be dirty anyway. Just give it some time.

Found some other school's investiture gift. They are nice (: Okay after that went to help decor paint their banner. Nothing much. Just when Desiree starts talking she reminds me of something. HAHA. Qingwen and I went down to Paya Lebar. We ate there. Cannot tahan anymore xP. Bought chips and cookies to smuggle. HAHA. Then went over to somerset to meet the rest (Ameera, Baba, Daphnie and her friend, Grace, Jiaxin, Jodi, ML and Qian Hui) at Cineleisure to watch Yesman. WHOO.

And we were all anticipating to watch Yesman at 3.15pm. The tickets were sold out =.=

Hence we decided to go over to plaza singapura to catch the 4.55pm show. Jodi had to leave ): Managed to get the tickets. Row D. Zzz. Went down 1 level to find that we have 1 hour to spare. Just then Ying Zhi smsed me and asked me where I was. So I said plaza sing and he was there too (: He saw me. Hahahaha. Coooooooool. Went to meet him for a while and asked him which movie he will be watching. Then he said Yesman but it's the 4.25pm show -_______- Then I told him my Cineleisure story about the sold out tickets and he told me he came from there with the same reason too. HAHA. Jinx luh he. Same row somemore. Just different timings. LOL.

Yay so okay I got hungry and bought ice cream waffle from Galare. Shalln't elaborate on that :)

Look at my dumb face.

The theatre showed the telephone cum iron 'commercial' HAHAHA. Everyone that watch movies at GV should know.

Hahahahahaha. What I like in Yesman is the part where they all go, "YES YES YES!" HAHA. Then they'll go, "NO MAN NO MAN NO MAN!" HAHA. Geeez. Then some part where I laughed only a little bit, then there's this guy who laughed super loud. So I continued laughing, not at the movie, but at the guy. HAHA. IM SO MEAN.

Lol. The movie ended at 7pm. Went home straight 'cause it's late already. Went off with Qingwen on the purple line 'cause if not she's the only one taking the purple line which makes her so lonely so to be fair I accompanied her (: while the rest take the green line home. Ameera went straight off, Grace took a bus home and Baba is very greedy. She's gonna watch another movie. Tsktsk. Haiyo.

love me tender, love me true

2008-12-22T21:06:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIM PIN! (:
Thanks for encouraging me when I'm down (: Keep you in prayer.

Ahh felt like dumping this blog alone for a while.
Teeny weeny bit.

Tag replies soon! I promise!

a little too not over you

2008-12-20T20:46:00.002+08:00

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you..

David Archuleta - A little too not over you

I'm addicted to it.

Next week is gonna be a much better week than this.

pieces of me

2008-12-20T11:37:00.004+08:00

Limpin told me that no one's good enough for anybody.
I'm using it to console myself.

Thursday

LOL woke up at 7am to go to school to do the suggestion box (: We did the hands and legs. Multi-coloured. Spent much time searching for aluminium foil as it will look better as the 'robot' body. Jaslyn told us that there's a decomposed lizard at the back of the den. Totally freaked me out. I'm never gonna close the den door. Gives me the spook. HAHA.

Then halfway through doing the hands and legs, we were talking abt Christmas. Merlene started singing We Wish you a Merry Christmas in Spanish. It's super funny. LOL. Ferlish davi da~ ferlish davi da~ ferlish davi da~ I can't remember the last line x)

Okay then we did wood soaking. In charge of placing the wood again. Then some Montana Elephant came quite late. Tsktsktsk. So lazy =.=

We saw quite a lot of primary 6 pupils wanting to appeal to TKGS :DD Definetely a good choice. HAHA.

Okay, Daphnie, Merlene, Mimi, Montana Elephant and I went to sit near the bookshop and look at the 55th Anniversary book. We saw Mr Teo's blur face. HAHA. And got my face :D Duh, it's the conference group shot. Nutty, Kangleroo's face is inside (:

Susie your face is inside too (:

Okay then the wood is dried we went to clear up and put it inside the equipment room. Merlene and I went over to Marina Square to meet Qing Wen and Xin Ying to eat lunch - Burger King. Eeeee. Ohwell at least it filled my stomach. We went to the centrestage to buy snacks to smuggle into the cinema. A bit too expensive so went over to Watsons. Buy already then made our way to the cinema and Qing Wen found out that she lost her phone along with the movie tickets to Twilight. So we chiong arh. Chionged to centrestage and burgerking and watsons.

MAD MAD RUSH. In the end found it. Some kind person went to pass it to the person at the Customer Service. Okay got back phone ran to the cinema. LOL. We weren't late. Thank goodness. Was panting like nobody's business.

Before the movie got this funny 'advertisement'. HAHA. About using your phone in the cinema. Kena the iron. HAHA. Okay I know you guys don't get it.

Movie started. So boring! I was like 'ohmygosh boring shit'. The link from one part of the flim to another part is really poor. I was spamming smses to Lumpy saying it's so boring and this Jacob or whatever the wolf is called is kinda good looking and Carlisie (I think it's spelt like that) is super handsome. HAHA.

Only the baseball, running away and fighting part was nice.

Finally the movie ended after 2 hours. To cut the long story short, we surprised Xin Ying at Swensens because all of us forgot her birthday ><>pa Lebar to find the thing I want but couldn't find it. Ohwell.

Upload pictures nex time. Super lazy :P

Friday

Woke up at 6.40am to get ready to go to school to help out in the Sec1 Registration (: Smsed Lumps. I got this YEEHAA-I-confirm-wake-up-earlier-than-Lumps-he's-still-sleeping-so-I-won't-expect-a-reply-from-him feeling. LOL. Then in the end I wasn't even half prepared to go to school he replied me saying he's on the bus to vs to help out.

LOL THE PRICE TO PAY FOR BEING TOO COCKY :D

Complained to him about me being really tired, having sore throat and blocked nose. He also said he really tired. But Lums you dont have blocked nose nor sore throat to make your day really sick ((:

He super pathetic sia. 7.30am have to be at vs while I have to be at tkgs at 7.50am. I reached tkgs at 7.30am too. HAHA. First prefect to be there. One p6 pupil was already there. Saw Audrey and we kaypo went to look at the names of the p6 pupils. Haha. Got this Chrissy Tjoe. HAHA. My sister aka Jessie's sister. Then got Audrey Tan. HAHA.

Yup Vaish came and we mingled with the p6 parents. Quite fun. Went up to the hall to do ushering. Really hectic. Some chairs dont have files. LOL another mad rush to get extra chairs and folders for the parents and pupils. We still have to be demure and all that =.= My voice kinda soft. Sometimes I can't even hear what I'm saying. HAHA.

When the registration starts, I was helping out to collect the dietary needs form from the p6 pupils. Standing behind the teachers. Got this p6 pupil wanna appeal to some other school. I shalln't say which school is that. Some of you know (:

In my mind I was like,
"What the heck is wrong with tkgs? Tkgs rocks okay. The uniform is nice, the people here are nice. The school life here is manangable. It's a really good school. There's MEP and stuffs like that. There's no reason why you should appeal to that school. It's around the same standard"

I don't mind people appealing out of tkgs. If other schools' standard are higher. But even if so, tkgs really gave me an experience that will be memoriable in my life. I regretted coming to this school at first. I was really grumpy and grouchy during the first few days of Secondary One. But now I seem to cherish it more than ever to have a place in tkgs (:

And I know friends like Montana Elephant, Mars, ML my darling aka Obama, Eunice, Yi Jie and her Jaejoong, Mimi and her Junsu, Tracy, Nicole Hamster, Donna, The Kueh family, 2e2, The Sailing family and the PB family. And also other people like Lumpy, Nutty, Elena, Susie etc etc etc.

This is my point of view and if you have a different point of view than mine,
KEEP IT TO YOURSELF.

But then again, there are even more people wanting to appeal into tkgs yesterday than on thursday. AHAHAHA.

6 sailors I found. Might have 7. Went home to sleep and woke up to go for carolling.

It helps to keep me awake. I was really sleepy. Haha.

And shit I havent even got Christmas cards yet. Uhh. K call my Mum to buy.

new nick (:

2008-12-17T23:13:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone I'm less shagged now (:

My nickname is now:
SOTONG PAYAPA YO!
(also known as SPY)
It's paYApa. Not papaya.
Thanks to Montana :D YEEHAA.

2008-12-17T20:26:00.002+08:00

I think I'm gonna fall sick real soon.
But nevermind, I shall go see some pictures (:

2008-12-16T22:21:00.002+08:00

SERIOUS SHAGGED
=.= Gonna join Old Andres and Old Lumpy liao.

SHOULD HAVE GONE FOR THE CHURCH CAMP!
Urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I'm like thinking I'm missing many fun things there D:
Since Batam one rocks two years ago.
And the next combine service camp would most prolly be after my O's.
Shitzxz

2008-12-15T21:08:00.004+08:00

Am I not good enough?
Or is this world just unfair?

I wanna run away.
But to where I dont know.

I wanna hide myself.
'Cause these pains are prickling my heart.

Will it heal?

I wanna sail.

2008-12-13T22:30:00.002+08:00

http://www.giftwishes.blogspot.com !

PLEASE SUPPORT MY FRIENDS! They have a deadline to meet.
TYVM (:

2008-12-13T13:13:00.004+08:00

Sigh my mum just made my day start horrible by scolding me when I woke up.
Like who wanna get a scolding when you wake up?
Totally ruined your day.

Anyway, today's Old Andres' and Ying Zhi's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDRES! (:
I hope you'll consider going to Africa. HAHA. Don't grow old anymore :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YING ZHI! (:
Your brolley's with me. Lala. Thanks so much dude. Lol. Koko Krunch (:

Yesterday was alright. It was quite fun. But I'm not going out like that anymore. Haha. I know Andres had a great time. Haha. That's the most important thing :) Dzafir owes Donna money. So I assume if Dzafir doesn't pay back Donna I won't get my money back. HAHA. But Dzafir's nice lah.. He saves my number down. So cool. Not like Hafidz everytime ask, 'Who is this?' -.-

And talking to Lumps of Jurong Island rock. HAHA. Totally random.

Sweet anointing fill this place
I am found in Your embrace

Rain down on me
Rain down on me
Here in Your presence I am free
Pour down like rain
Come and touch me again

Sweet anointing
Wash me over
Sweet anointing
Wash me over

Rain Down - Planet Shakers

2008-12-11T21:27:00.000+08:00

Composing songs is so not my forte.

2008-12-10T20:29:00.011+08:00

Tagged by: Dora

Oh well. Question's 1 not around.

2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
Going to school, before exams. Yep.

If not I'll on them 24/7.

Yes there are people who call me at 2.45am when I'm on the verge of sleeping.

And 5.11am I still remember ><

3. What happened at 10am today?

I was sleeping. HAHA.

4. When did you last cry?

Yesterday. Yeah.

5. Believe in fate / destiny?

Nope. God has His perfect plan for everyone

6. What do you want in your life now?
Everyone to be h

appy :D

Go to Africa to help people (:

7. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
As far as possible, I'll try not to.

8. Are you wearing anything that you borrowed from someone?
No lah. =.=

9. What was the last movie you caught?

Four Christmases =.=

Diao..

10. Does the person know you like him/her?

Sheesh I hope not x)

11. Who always make you laugh?
Anyone I guess.

12. Do you speak any other language other than english?
Yup.

13. Favourite website(s)?
Don't really have

any T.T

14. What are you doing tomorrow ?
Nothing luh. Stay at home. While people like Junrong's partying ><

HAHA. IM JEALOUS. Maybe I should talk to Yi Jie. Ohwell.

15. What do you think you are like?
I like peple who treat others fairly and who aren't overly selfish.

And I don't like judgemental people.

16. Who will you choose to die with?

My husband? Haha. But if he lives longer

then I shall tell him to tc of himself (:

17. Where have you been today?
Nowhere.. Should have gone town with Danielle and Melanie but my mum dont let.

Unlike Old Lum. Happily partying now. HAHA.

18. What games do you play often?
Bowling (: Okay lah. Not that often.

Is sailing a game? If yes then Sailing's included (:

19. Who are you missing right now?
Those who know good for you.

If not why should I tell?

I miss 2e2 ): and my primary school friends.

And Heartbeatz and Sydney! I don’t know why

I love these convention stuff (:

20. If you had to choose between a friend and a love, who will you choose?
Depends..

21. What are you doing right now?
Doing this quiz, watching TV, smsing Lum, listening to music xD

22. Which primary school are you from?

CEDAR PRIMARY! Boooyeah.

23. Name three colours which you like.
Blue, Green and White.

24. What emotions you like to show?
Happiness no doubt.

25. What is life to you?
It's up and down however much I want it up always.

26. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Confide in someone I trust (:

27. Last person talk to on MSN?
It's two persons actually.

Donna and Mars (:

28. Who do you admire the most?
Denise (pb)

Sa (sailing)

Limpin 'cause he's really grew a lot. He's emotionally stronger now (:

Different people serve well for different purposes (:

29. Which month are you born in?
April.

30. How are you feeling right now?
Neutral -.-

31. What time is it right now?

10.40pm. Watching TV :)

32.What kind of person do you think the one who last tagged you?
Zhi Xian?

He's really horrible. He sent those mosquitoes to bite me today.

T.T. Stupid nut.

33. What colour do you use to dye your hair ?
It isn't dyed (:

34. Why are you doing this test?
'Cause Dora tagged me?

35. What do you when you are moody?
Show the moody face! (:

Tell the person I'm moody so if I harm the person in some way she/he wont put it to heart.

36. At which age do you wish to get married?

23-25. HAHA.

37. Who is more important to you?
More? As in?

My loved ones are very important. Haha.

38. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?

Write my will.

Gather one big group of friends, sing and jump to God's grace.

Confess to the person that I like.

Then take a byte, sail out, crash the cargo ship and hide in Keta Buoy xD

Then I'll hunt for Mas Selamat.

39. Who is the person you trust the most?
Hmm. Tough. Got a few leh.. Haha.

You know who you are.

40. Do you believe seeing a rainbow before rain?
Err. Rain then sunshine then rain again isit counted?

Haha. Yeah I remembered ~~one~~ two. Last year.

They occured on the same day when we sailed for a few times only.

41. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
Everyone, as in the whole world, to be happy. It won't come true.

42. What is your goal for this year?
I already achieved that goal.

Get all options for subject combination.

43. Do you believe in eternity love?
I think so. Since there will be eternal life why not?

44. What feeling do you love the most ?
HAPPEH-NESS OHYEAH :DDDDDDDDD

45. Do you really think there is global warming now?

Yar. More tropical monsoons are happening.

46. What feeling do you hate the most?
I'm so useless.

47. Do you like doing quizes?
Should be. Haha

48. Do you believe in GOD?
Duh. (:

49. Who cares for you the most?
My loved ones.

I don't measure love.

50. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Sharing the joy with others.

And that includes helping those in need.

(Lumps you feel saintly now? :})

51. What will you bring when you fight?
I dont fight. I wanna be a peacemaker you know.

52. What have you done regretted in your whole life?
Hmm. Subject Combi. Siannnn.

Nevermind, I'll just face it in a positive way.

It's all God's perfect plan. (:

53. What will you do if nobody cared for you anymore?
Pray to God. He's wont forsake me.

Then I'll go and slap those who have disappointed me.

Haha. Joking.

54. What will you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
Slap him (:

55. How do you feel now?
Neutral luh. Why keep asking me this question seh.

5 people to be tagged!:

Donna

Limpin

Mars

Mei Lin

Susie! :D

(Yi Jie you got tagged by Dora :D)

Haha. My bro just came back from Malaysia and he got me something (:

It's nice. I like it :D

The mast is nice.

2008-12-10T16:49:00.004+08:00

I sort it all out yesterday.
Boy how good it feels to just let go, forgive and forget.
Well it's not the first time this happened,
but it maybe the last :)

Running to the One who heals the blind
Following the shining light
In your hands the power to save the world
And my life

Take It All - Hillsong

Happy alien nut don't dot on me :)
Go do that to Elena.
Lala.

2008-12-09T23:11:00.001+08:00

Thanks Limpin (:
I shall try to do what you told me to.

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2008-12-09T22:30:00.005+08:00

If you're saintly and you know it,
donate some money to Africa~

(you should know who you are :P)

And I shalln't bother about whatever shit that throws at me,
'cause it ain't worth it no matter who you are.

I'm not any shit hole!
And don't get too selfish.

It's all just a facade.

2008-12-08T23:36:00.003+08:00

I was tagged by: Yi Jie

Instructions:

1. Do the "Letter Meme".

2. Tag no less than 5 other people.

3. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

Template:Dear (the last person who text messaged you). I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) (11).(12),Your name

Your letter:
Dear ML my darling :) [the last person who texted me],I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'll join the monastery [1] (ohmygoodness what the heck!). I think I realized when I tripped on sesame seeds [2] outside of Chicago [3] and I saw you pull the clothes off [4] Manchester United's goalkeeper [5]. I'm sure you're cowardly [6] enough to understand that Extreme Home Makeover sucks [7]. I'm returning the pictures from LA [8] to you, but I'll keep the oil stocks [9] as a memory. You should also know that I always have felt dirty before [10] Oprah Winfrey imitations [11] (diao -.-).

Go Burn [12],
Christine ~~your darling~~

1.What's the color of your shirt?

Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?

January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?

Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchiladas
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?

Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Sit on
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Pull the clothes off
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?

Black - My best friend
Pink - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
White - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?

Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?

Happy - How awful i've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?

White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?

A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - Your mom
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - The results of your blood sample
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?

Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?

Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Greetings to your frog Leonard
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Best regards
Egypt - Fk off now
France - In pain

People to do this:

1. Elena
2. Eunice
3. Merlene
4. Limpin
5. Qian Hui

Have fun! :D

2008-12-08T17:28:00.008+08:00

Hello alien nut (:
Dont get too emo.
Be like the happy owl! :D

I'm just a supporting actress.
I do my job and I'm satisfied.
(:

2008-12-07T20:31:00.004+08:00

Stupid imeem is mad. Kept jumping to other imeem profiles.

I hope the church elders approve of the cell group name to be the JONAHS cell group.
Since Jonas have no meaning in the Bible but Jonah has so I hope its Jonahs.
So cool (: Thanks to Gabriel's creativity :D

EEEEE. Now it's called Genesis Youth. Ohwell. New beginning.
Still think JONAHS IS BETTER.

my mind unweaving

2008-12-06T20:47:00.003+08:00

Yesterday's really fun :D

I went cycling with Eunice, Mars and ML ((:
I still dont know how to cycle.
YAY ME!
:}

We met at parkway at 10. Mars was late >< We decided to walk to East Coast using one of the many underpasses to East Coast. Walked halfway in the end still take bus =.= Haha. We used the one near TJ. Rented two two seater bikes (:

Kiosk to NSC.
NSC's pretty empty. Probably due to the regatta over at SAF ): Stopped by at the area where people catch fishes and I tried to learn how to cycle. I can one lah.. Need some balancing work to do. HAHA. 'Cause I can do a few rounds around the axle before I fall right/left. The sea's pretty calm. Went back to NSC and did our 'surveying' work cum chatting with Harraz's mum and Harraz (: Haha. Harraz's mum was telling us some stories regarding one of the sailing team. And I saw white boy! :D Then we decided to cycle to NSRCC.

NSC to NSRCC.
Heck I thought NSRCC is next to SAF. In the end they are not >< Sheesh nevermind. Decided to play the swing (: Lalalala. ML and I swung next to each other and we went crazy and sang the 'I Love Barack Obama' song. Super funny. We can't go to the beach 'cause some restruant is there. We went back to NSC.

NSRCC to NSC.
We stopped by halfway to take pictures with the beautiful trees but there were big ants and they crawled over my feet. Totally freaked out. I believed I saw a committee boat. Means I can see the regatta going on later. But the rest didn't believe me 'cause it's a bit early.. Surveyed Uncle Raymond and we were back to cycle to the Kiosk.

NSC to Bike Kiosk.
Actually it's nothing much.. Stopped by at Bedok Jetty for a very short while then back to cycling.

There was still time left. Cycled to the lagoon and Cable skiing place before we U-turned back.
MARS AND I CRASHED INTO A BUSH.
~.~ like so diao..
Then cycling back I was, 'wah so tiring arh' then this JC guy cycled on par with us and said to me, 'very tiring right?' HAHA. We walked to the lagoon to buy some drinks before going to parkway to eat Meltz. I struggled with eating it again. Haha. Chatted a little before going home with Eunice.

The long walk home would be awesome if not for my runny nose. Zzzzzzz.

Uhh. Don't feel like posting pictures. >< Someday I will.

2008-12-04T15:25:00.003+08:00

Zzz. Raining.

Eng Kiat supposed to return my file at 3pm at the bus stop today.
I went down, w/o my umbrella.
Walk walk walk till Block 8 where it is safe to call him.
Then called him he came to tell me
'Later 4pm lah.. Now raining heavily. I never bring umbrella. Stuck in school'
Just then it started to rain heavily
-.-

Luckily, Ying Zhi came to my rescue! (((:
Lalalalalala. Ying Zhi I have to really thank you very much for your umbrella (:

Let's wait for 4pm =.=

2008-12-04T00:10:00.005+08:00

Very troubled in the mind with deep sorrow.

I'm not sure whether it's worth it.

Thanks to those who tried to cheer me up,
it made me happy.. For that short instance.
And I'm still the same state.
Well, thanks for trying anyway.

2008-12-03T21:00:00.000+08:00

STUPID BANANAS!

sense of poise

2008-12-02T18:09:00.009+08:00

Haha. Limpin showed this to me and it's funny (:

My Twilight book series are all lent out.
Twilight - Valerie (I think)
New moon - Qing Wen
Eclipse - Mars
(I cant remember) - Yi Jie
-.-

I was tagged by: Merlene

Pick your birth month→ Strike out anything that doesn’t apply to you→ Bold the five-ten that best apply to you→ Copy to your blog→ Tag 10 people from your friends list

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive, easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic. Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

AUGUST:Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

DECEMBER:Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

I dunno where is November so.. Haha. I dont know!

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty ~~but tends to regret~~. Attractive and affectionate to oneself (HAR?). Strong mentality. ~~Loves attention~~. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave ~~and fearless~~. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. ~~Aggressive~~ (I dont have claws :D). Hasty (Maybe). Good memory. Moving. Motivates ~~oneself and~~ others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see (I dunno).

Those who wanna do, do it :D

Who needs others when we have ourselves to support one another.
(:

balloons

2008-11-30T20:47:00.005+08:00

Haha. Forgot to upload the group picture (:
Melanie told me that hist is easier than geog in upper sec.
ohman >< Should have picked hist T.T
'cause I think it's interesting.

Shitzxz I like the Balloon song by DBSK.
All your fault Yi Jie ((:

Haha. Today went to AMK Hub to show my support for my fellow guide friends.
Like Qian Hui, Qing Wen and Xiao Oon (:
Bought 5 boxes :DDDD
And one stupid auntie came up to Qing Wen who is holding small pieces of cookies for trying and said, "WAH FREE AR!" took one and walked away quickly.
Aunties -.-

cow

2008-11-28T22:19:00.003+08:00

As the title goes, Im going to blog really short about a cow.

Okay this cow is really dangerous.
You know why?
'Cause this cow spreaded his germs to me.
And he got a flu.
And I got a minor one. Like block nose.
Just from a sip of coffee.

So everyone beware of this cow with diseases.
And what's a cow with diseases?

It's a mad cow.

one round of happiness

2008-11-28T21:19:00.012+08:00

LOL Yesterday was a fun day for me :)
Being the only outing this week.
And it's with my churchies.

Well, pictures says it all (:

At City Hall MRT (:

We were off to eat. Well, Pasta. Went up to Raffles City Mall and found out there isn't Pastamania. So went to Marina to eat Yoshinoya. There, there's this deafening sound coming from Elmo performance at the centre stage. Wah. Felt like strangling the elmo.

After lunch muggling over what to do, we decided to go bowling (: Dickson and Louis joined us halfway. But didn't take any pictures of them bowling ):

Go Gracia (:

Wah. Headache sia..

Hais. My brother =.="

Gabriel bowls really well. Haha. The best among us.

Danielle and I (:

Gabriel and Danielle.

Me and Gabriel. I dont look good in this pic. Haha.

Clockwise: Gracia, me, Dickson and Melanie!

Gabriel, Danielle and Louis. HAHA. Look at Gabriel -.-

And Andres and Donna decided to come down to Marina to see me (:

Haha. Yay

4.30pm came soon and have to enter the theatre.

Watching Four Christmases. It's kinda horny.

And I dont really enjoy it. Haha. It was kinda boring lah!

Halfway through the movie smsing Donna or Andres.

Or looking at the black spots and thinking about something.

Sat with Gracia and Dickson. Haha.

Halfway through the movie

Gracia: Eh, later take some of Dickson's popcorn then we will have more than them
Chris: Eh, at this rate you're eating we will finish faster than them

-cut- Watching movie.

Then I took Dickson's popcorn and started eating.

Gracia: You know why we will finish faster than them?

Chris: o_O
Gracia: Cause their box is bigger =.=

Chris: Oh.

Danielle, my brother and Louis. Haha.

Taken when I was sitting at Starbucks with Andres and Donna after watching the movie.

Then we ate at Yuki n Yaki (: Li Tai gorgor, Ying Ling jiejie and Gui Yu gorgor joined us.

Melanie (:

Food! (:

Cancer! HAHA

Dickson and I (:

See pieces of fish? They are dory fishes and boy THEY TASTE HEAVENLY :D

HAHA. Gracia -.-"

While we were waiting for the pan to cool to do our DIY ice cream,

my mum called and told my brother and I to go home.

Wahseh. My two bucks gone 'cause you have to pay two bucks extra to eat the ice cream

But we didn't even eat lor. ><"
So that night, I was so pekcek you know.

Hmm. Maybe someone can treat me ice cream ---> Yi Jie

Since you're so happy that you appeared in the video :D

Then also never take a full group shot lah!

Nevermind, next time when I go Yuki Yaki I will eat the double the amount of what I eat, so I wont make a loss :DDDDDD

_

2008-11-25T21:59:00.006+08:00

Look how the sky is pink today.

I dont wanna think so much anymore.
I dont wanna bother.
It's tiring.

Thanks Hafidz for cheering me up with your muffins video (:

We shouldn't yearn for the things we don't have

and cherish the ones we have.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
No cheating!

How are you feeling today?
Crazy - Simple Plan
Yeah true, like what the song is about.

Will you get far in life?
Bang the Doldrums - Fall Out Boy
o_O

How do your friends see you?
Thats What You Get - Paramore
o_O

Will you get married?
Friday Night - The Click Five
YAY! On Friday Night :D

What is your best friend's theme song?
The Best Damn Thing - Avril Lavinge
Qian Hui likes this song (:

What is the story of your life?
I'd do Anything - Simple Plan
HAHA. I'll do anything to get what I want?

What was high school like?
Pick It Up - Planet Shakers

Spiritual?

How can you get ahead in life?
Open Up the Gates - Planet Shakers
By opening gates. No just kidding.

What's the best thing about your friends?
Teenagers - My Chemical Romance
They are teenagers (:

What's in store for this weekend?
Fall In This Place - Planet Shakers
Where? Haha. Tampines?

Describe your grandparents.
Reflector - Planet Shakers
Yeah, they are great people

How's your life going?
Untitled - Simple Plan
Mixed around

What song will they play at your funeral?
Are We The Waiting - Greenday
UHH I dont like this song! x)

How does the world see you?
Take It All - Hillsong
Take all I need I suppose. Im not an auntie!

Will you have a happy life?
Shake It - Metro Station
I think so.

Do people secretly lust after you?
Good Day - The Click Five
o_O

How can you make yourself happy?
Stab My Back - The All American Rejects
Oh no, not true.

What should you do with your life?
Great Is The Lord - Dorinda Clark-Cole
Praise the Lord! :D

What does your mum think of you?
I'm Yours - Planet Shakers
HA!

What is your deep, dark secret?
The Great Escape - Boys Like Girls

What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
I Dont Love You - My Chemical Romance
Makes sense.

What's your personality like?
On The Way Down - Ryan Cabrera
Currently on the way down ):

What song will be played at your wedding?
Crushcrushcrush - Paramore (:
Haha. I like this song.

People who wanna do, do it (: Limpin please do! (:
Well to all tkgians as well. HAHA.
If Yijie does this, her songs all sure DBSK or Jaejoong or something. =x

before it's too late

2008-11-22T15:46:00.007+08:00

Yesterday was 55th Anniversary.

IT'S OVER! HA FINALLY!
Lalalala.

Was doing ushering. Cristal, Mars, Melissa and I. I pushed some to Mars to let her show HER ULTIMATE POWER! in ushering ^^

Then etc, concert started and ended. HAHA. Im lazy to update. Cristal, Kahmin, Mimi and I were standing outside ushering late comers in and ushering guests to the toilet (Jiaxin, no males went to the toilet :D). There's a guy standing outside, seems pretty comfortable with everything. LOL found out he's an ex teacher from TKGS. Haha. And told me,

"You prefects very smart stand outside, inside so hot!" (we have no choice)
"Inside got air con mah.."

"Ehh, dont want dont want, air con harm the ozone layer"

HAHA -.-

Mimi and I (since we didn't book a table for 55th) have to go around selling CHOCOLATES! Mimi did most of the talking 'cause well, she can talk better. HAHA. Like example,

"HI everyone, we are here to promote out TKGS chocolates. It is specially designed by our school and it is made from"

"BELGIUM!" (Mimi can't pronounce the word you see)

"Right they are milk chocolates, designer made and after you eat it, YOU WILL BE FULL OF THE TKGS SPIRIT! 15 bucks for 1 box"

Then money will roll in x) Haha. We totalled sold 85 boxes (I bought one) :D Yay an achievement. HAHA. Ms Su gave us 1 box each to reward us for our hard efforts (:

The outside

And the inside

I totalled stood for 7 hours on court shoes! Except the time when I was sitting down eating dinner.

And I'm enjoying grass jelly now :}}

Seeing how dark the sky is, I decided to take a picture (:

highway

2008-11-20T19:45:00.011+08:00

Yesterday was alright bah.
Rigged in the morning then went to chat with Eunice, Jelene, Mars and Sue.
ML was with Coach, taking pictures of the optimist sailing.
Haha. Then Sue was telling us about her mum (Aunty Joe) and coffee :D
which is seriously funny
Uncle Tony told us that there's no wind in the morning so we went back to the tables and started doodling :)
I doodled three guys and Sue doodled Aunty Joe, me, herself, Mars and Jelene and more like Squidward.
Ate my favourite Beef Horfun, de-rigged and slacked.
Decided to change into my long sleeved blouse, skirt and stockings.
Which took quite long.
Came out and ML helped me roll up my sleeves.
Ml decided to take my phone and walked away with Eunice to make me walk with her.
In the end, I ran after her with my attire and sports shoes and got back my phone.
Smsing someone. Mars next to me when walking back.
Then slacked until 2pm. Was looking around..
Went to school. Reached at 2.15pm
Chatted with Eunice, Mars and Syasya.
I should have stayed till 2.20pm
Then after that it's okay already (:

Sigh my mum just ruin tomorrow by telling me I can't go for cycling D':
And she ruined my day today by telling me I can't go for badminton with my friends.
Tsk.

Anyway, I got into 3e7. Six sounds nicer!

Six: Cristal, Jodi and Hamster and Pig and Worm Nicole.
Seven: Charlene Wee, Cherlyn, Manjusri, Tracy (hold my hand!) and Vismitha.

I counted both classes have only like 20 pupils.
Meaning the other 20 (assuming) is THE SCHOLARS!
NOOOO!
Why cannot they just combine the twenty from 3e6 and twenty from 3e7 and put the scholars all in one class (:

Haha, imagine I tell the receptionist
Chris: I would like to appeal.
Receptionist: Okay, to which combination?
Chris: Triple Science Geography Elective.
Receptionist: Okay, which choice and combination did you get?
Chris: First Choice and Triple Science Geography Elective respectively.
Receptionist: Didn't you get your choice already? You're in 3e7.
Chris: NO! I WANT TO BE IN 3e6 NOT 3e7 ~~YOU DUMB LAH YOU!~~. It sounds nicer!

And ML and Vis same group as me for the Sg Maths Project Festival with Mrs Ang (:

From Donna's blog blogged by Andres:

And well basically, we have been tending to our patient christine who is currently really sick.

A sickness in the heart and it is a mental illness unfortunately. uh. so let's give christine our moral support and give her the courage so she will recover soon! (:

Stupid Andres. HAHA. Enjoy your hospital work (:

And Krystel smsed me,
"Hey were you at the sitting near fengyi at e sailing club on wed?he said he saw someone that looked like me&nearly jumped outta his seat,so i thought it might be you!"

HAHA. Yay I do look like Krystel. Aww I miss her.. And the rest of the seniors ):

all there left to do is run, with you

2008-11-16T22:37:00.003+08:00

My bro gave me PLUM WINE to try.
AND UH IT TASTE.. A bit bitter. HAHA (:

Seriously watch!
We were shown this at church today (:

I thank Him for giving me a smile to look forward to (:
I was unsure at a short period of time recently.
It was shaky.
But when I close my eyes, I knew.

Bihyau, Junrong, safe trip! :D

fighting the storm into the blue

2008-11-16T01:46:00.002+08:00

And when I lose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon
Just me and you

Tokio Hotel - Monsoon

quiz!

2008-11-15T20:30:00.010+08:00

1. Who's the person that tagged you?
Pang Mei Lin the Obama (:

2. Relationship between you and her?
Really good friends who were by me when I did something really cool and awesome which makes me go really high! :DDDDD LALALA.

3. 5 impressions?
She's also crazy, Clintony, Obamamy, sometimes she sad, good in maths but I can be better (:

4. if she becomes your enemy, you will?
I dunno what to say.. Haha. If she's my enemy most people will get affected (:

5. what will you say to the person you like very much?
I LIKE YOU :D
YOU'RE SWEET!
YOU'RE HOT!
:D

6. characteristics i like about myself.
Im bubbly :P

7. characteristics i hate about myself?
BEING EVIL :D
not stylo ):

8. for the person whom you hate, you say?
I HATE YOU!
YOU'RE SWEET!
YOU'RE HOT!
NOT!
:D Actually I hate no one.

9. what do people feel about you?
Haha. My friends say when I'm around happiness is around :DD
And some said they feel the Eerieness :PP

10. your crush?
Errrr.

11. most ideal person you wanna be?
Nah no one (: Be myself is cool (:
Maybe Squidward. Ha Ha Ha.

12. Pass this to 10 ppl.
1) Andres
2) Audrey
3) Donna
4) Elena
5) Limpin
6) Merlene
7) Mimi
8) Qian Hui
9) Sean
10) Tracy

13. if 5 & 7 were together? [Limpin, Mimi]
Cool (: HAHAHAHA.

14. who does 5 like? [Limpin]
Someone. Lala. It's complicated.

15. what colour does 9 like? [Sean]
Red? Black? His MSN nickname colour is that.

16. say smth about 8. [Qian Hui]
sec1: Maxine Maxine
sec2: Janice Gwee

17. Who is 2? [Audrey]
She's the trombonist who says I'm 14 but I look 6 times older :O

18. talk about 3. [Donna]
We have many links ((:

19. Who is 10's best friend? [Tracy]
It should be me.. She held my hand during the RGS PSS 'cause she's scared. Aww.

20. Who's the sexiest among all 10?
Hahahahahaha. Erm..

21. what colour does 4 like? [Elena]
Confirm she likes purple!

22. is 4 single? [Elena]
I think so.. Haha.

23. yr relationship with 1? [Andres]
Hahahaha. I blame him for everything
"It's your fault"
:D

24. are 5 & 6 best friends? [Limpin, Merlene]
They dont even know each other.. Haha

25. 9's surname? [Sean]
Wee ~~Wee Dry~~ :)

26. 7's nickname? [Mimi]
Mimi arh.. I dunno leh.. Haha. Mi square?

27. say smth to 8. [Qian Hui]
Stop talking about _____
Haha. Like what I said to you 1 year ago in the card Ms Park gave (:
And my Mum will come support you when you guys sell your cookies at AMK Hub (:

28. say smth to help 9? [Sean]
Grats your O's are over (:
Go look at your bids :D

29. who does 1 admire? [Andres]
Har.. Andres ar.. Cedric? 'Cause of his acting skills? :D

30. where does 1 live? [Andres]
Tampines

31. 10 of them know who you like?
3/4 of them knows (:

32. say smth to 6 when you see her? [Merlene]
Let's watch Twilight man! :)

33. 10's spouse? [Tracy]
Err. It's me. 'Cause she held my hand when she's scared during the RGS PSS.
Yeah..

On Tuesday, Madelaine was like telling Mardhiah, Mei Lin and I stuffs then when Eunice came Madelaine didn't tell her what she told us. Haha. We all made this word, Ageism.

One of us: Racism is prejudiced towards other races. So being prejudiced against other ages is AGEISM.
Another one: Okay then it can be included in the dictionary if many people uses the word ageism right?

Haha. The problem is that we didn not know that there's a word called ageism. We made it all up.. So just now Obama was searching the web and found,

Ageism:
Discrimination based on age, especially prejudice against the elderly.

HAHA. OHMY (:

I lost my marryme eraser ):
Audrey!

take me somewhere..

2008-11-15T19:53:00.006+08:00

Email from Janjira regarding 55th ))))):

HELLO AGAIN!

there will be slight amendments to the dates. the full dress rehearsal will be on the wednesday instead of monday. please note. the other date of full dress will not be changed, only the one on monday 17th nov will be changed to wednesday. why this is imporatant is because it is a MUST that you turn up for the full dress as it overrides cca unless your cca is performing but just in case on that particular day on full dress if you have rehearsal for your cca, just bring along your formal uniform and place it in the den just in case you are needed at any point in time. you may leave your formal uniform and court shoes in the den till the actual day of 55th. so let me stress, TO THOSE WHO ARE NOT PERFORMING FOR THEIR CCA, THE FULL DRESS REHEARSAL WILL OVERRIDE YOUR CCA, WHILE THE OTHER REHEARSAL DATES DO NOT. TO THE POPS, you just come in your normal uniform.
Thanks!

P.S. To those who are not able to make it, i've received your email, thanks.

Wahseh! My CCA! My last day of training gone like that. Urghhhhhh.
I only can go for morning training ):

Schedule for next week:
Monday - Rehearsel for 55th (BBQ not going)
Tues - Full Day CCA
Wed - ~~Full~~ Half day CCA and 55th full dress rehearsel in hot blazers
Thurs - Badminton with primary school friends :) (if my mum allows)
Fri - 55th Anniversary

D: Plus another Heymaths Assignment
None of my homework is done.

love will find you

2008-11-12T20:29:00.008+08:00

Well, yesterday there wasn't wind and it rained after that until around 2.30pm and we launched. Wind was pretty light. Nothing much about yesterday. Just that during lunch we played dog and bone. Haha. Eunice, Joyce, ML and I and this white boy. HAHA. Well, white boy left when our score was 9 (15 to end) then our team lost. We had to do a forfiet and it was to stand on the bench and do the chicky dance. HAHA. The song name is called the BIRDIE SONG (: White boy so cute! Haha. Ryan.

Today we launched in the morning then came back to have lunch. Haha. We were making those Squidward, Spongebob voice. I can make Squidward's voice.. I think. 'Ha ha ha'. We launched in the afternoon despite of lightning. Went out, sail, capsized, sail then went back really quickly 'cause the storm was coming in. Super waste of my energy. And super ridiculous too ):

Well, at least something good happened today (:
Yes, it was all too worth it.
And what I said makes sense.

Come home safely to those who are at camp now :D
Yeah it's a lot of people :)

You make me melt

_

2008-11-09T20:13:00.003+08:00

Love can make you do wonders.
It also can make you do the stupidest things.

David Archuleta CD!
Tomorrow! TOMORROW! :D

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we could be
Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But i know this crush ain't going
Away
Going away
-Crush

IM GONNA GET IT. I think.
And I got a new phone (:
Sony Eric G900. Actually wanted to get the C902 but ohwell.
Has touch screen functions and the cool 'pen' for you to use :}

I thought I wasn't good enough.
And that I would give up.
But no one is good enough for anyone.
No one is good enough for God, but he accepts us just the way we are.
So I shouldnt think this way.
And neither should anyone of you.

_

2008-11-09T01:13:00.006+08:00

Madelaine and Melissa got baptised yesterday with 69 others (:
Yay. I wonder when will I be baptised :/
6 years being a Christian already.

Someone was in the same class as me from P1 to P4.
He scored better than me during that period of time.
P5 and P6 we were in different classes.
His results began to drop.
He can score better than me if he maintained his standard.
He chose not to.

Decisions have to be made.
It is up to you.

From Dora's blog ((:

Charlene said that we sailors are so talented.
WHY?
Because, we can..
SAIL. (DUH)
DO GARDENING
CLEAN PONDS
PLANT DURIAN TREES
and lastly, one I added myself,
CAMWHORE VERY WELL.

HAHA! THAT IS SO TRUE! :DDDDD
Im thinking what other schools sailing team does >.>

pond cleaning!

2008-11-07T21:17:00.014+08:00

Haha. Today was such a fun day (:

I went pond cleaning with some people from the sailing team. Afiqa, Charlene, Dora, Eunice, Joyce, Madelaine, Mardhiah and Mei Lin. Actually Safiah supposed to joined us but she had something on..

A picture says a thousand words. How about many pictures? ((:

Afiqa, Dora, Joyce and I went to take out the plants and Charlene and Dora went to replant them nicely. I was fed up with the plants to do that. (:

ML's great Obama act..

Crazy ML acting as Obama =.=

And Mr Peh cycled to buy us Tau Huey and Soya Bean Milk ((:

THANKS MR PEH! :DD

After that, Eunice, Mardhiah and I left school at 11.30am to eat our lunch at Parkway before our Orientation meeting at 1pm. We could not decide what to eat.. In the end went for KFC. Haha. We waited for Andres and Hafidzhin for really long. One went to wash his hair or something. Haha.

When they finally came, it's err. Funny at first. Then Hafidzhin kept telling me to 'Shut Up'. I also dunno why.. But I think I do know why. Then he said I'm noisy. Maybe that's true but I think it's really unfair 'cause he doesnt know me well enough to decide that :/ We were all quiet then aiya. I dunno lah. Haha. But surprisingly, Andres can remember me from PI! (: Eunice asked for a group shot and I started to remind them the time they left to talk to us. LOL. Andres was like, 'Hurry say your last words'. Then I was like, 'Hahaha. You made it sound as though they are going to die'. Then Hafidzhin was blaming me and Andres for something. I cannot remember. In the end, Eunice pointed to Andres and said 'It's your fault'. Haha. Yay. Thanks Eunice (:

Meeting started at 1pm. Then had SW Meeting. After that, Eunice and I decided to continue scrubbing the pond and plant DURIAN TREES ((: Which will take around 8 years to grow so by the time I come back, I'm already 22 years old (Audrey dont make fun of my looks being 6 times older). Then went back home by the long way..

AHHH. NOW SO TIRED! )x

Actually I think most of the pictures we look spastic and retarded

rainbow

2008-11-05T21:50:00.006+08:00

OBAMA WON! Whoooo! 338 to 155! Yeah!!
Obama smiles really nice and he looks healthier (: LOL rubbish.
AHHH! SO HAPPY! :D

When Elena smsed me, I was reading her message at the sailing centre. My whole team rejoiced (: LALALALALALA. Thanks Elena. Whooo!

Yesterday

I was unprepared for yesterday's training. Well, I launched with Mardhiah and Madelaine. The wind was really strong ): Im not so well built and I have lesser experience in handling the byte 'cause Uncle Tony didn't let me sail for 1 and a half and another half day and another half.. Which is two and a half days. Plus yesterday and today is full day training. Morning + afternoon.

But now he finally let me sail the boat. Full day (: Yay. I proved to him that I can.. But still have to keep training and get ready for competitions. I try not to be complacent.

Well, the wind was strong as I mentioned earlier. First race was good but got hit by Mardhiah's boom. Second race when I went downwind, I capsized =x I uprighted the boat and went down 1 metre, I capsized again. The second capsized was really scary. Uncle Tony was back there helping Andria and Zai because they capsized too. I was alone and the boat drifted from me. Im not a good swimmer, I hate swimming, but however, I managed to swim and held the mast (longest metal pole which holds the sail vertically) and I pulled myself to upright the boat again. I was already exhausted, not completely. But you can hear me pant.

I was hoping Uncle Tony will go back really soon. He swapped people on the powerboat with others. He kept adding races after races and many sausages. My mind was, 'Oh my goodness! I'm so tired!' . Plus I kept bua tou (fall) or I'm not fast enough when I tack from the starboard (right) side to the port (left) side. I forgotten to bring my watch. When 5 seconds to start I already drifted up the starting line - Black Flag Disqualification. I beared down and start to beat upwind. I dont really bother so much. I sailed my best but always the last.

Ohwell. I did not have any regrets. I'm happy Uncle Tony did not give up on me. Like last time when he said he did. But he let me sail and I did it (: I told him I will work harder. And I know my friends will support me! (:

We completed our final race (I think). I was about to gybe. Mardhiah also about to gybe. My boat collided with hers and it heeled a lot until I capsized. Uhh! I uprighted the boat in front of Uncle Tony (finally) and got onto my boat and he told us to went up to the yellow uhh whatever you call it. The biggie or something. I stuck around with Mardhiah and Mei Lin because if something happens to me, they will be there to help me. Finally went back to shore. Ached everywhere and went home. Did not join Mardhiah and Zakiah for Mcdonalds (ate that for breakfast. Eww). Slept at 8.30pm. Complaining to Potato. (: Kept stretching for the acid to go away.

Did I mention when I hiked upwind, I pointed my boat too much until the boat was in irons and I was in my hiking position and fell into the water :O I got up into the boat and continued sailing. Second time was when I wanted to release the kicker before I round the mark. I jerked the rope and it didnt budge. Im not sure why I fell into the water yet again =x Two different races. Uhh. Tiring.

Today

We decided to stay at home and eat our breakfast rather than eating fast food before going sailing. I ate noodles and after eating, I almost puke. My stomach was churning really badly.. As if I'm having stomach flu again.

Never mind, I decided to go sailing in hopes of becoming better. Saw three ugly people on the bus. 2 jammed up everyone and the person next to me taking 1/4 of my seat. Urghhh. Only Afiqa was there. Plus I'm late.. Afiqa accompanied me to 7 - eleven to buy salonpas. LOL. Muscle ache like kns.

Cabbed to NSC then my stomach was half churning half not. A bit unwell. I went to tell Uncle Tony and he said I should not have came for training ): I helped ML rig up her boat and went to asked Uncle Tony if he is okay with me sailing after lunch if I feel better and thankfully, he said okay :D I went to join in the theory with the rest. Uncle Tony talked about the three main control lines and he talked about the CII with the traveller on opposite sides and talked about lasers, optimists and spilling wind. Miraculously, my stomach was better after the theory and I told Uncle Tony about it and he told me to rig up :)

Okay after I rigged, the sky was gloomy :) Towards the land was filled with dark clouds but towards the sea was with bright sunlight. We went for lunch and I changed. We were suppose to launch around 1.30pm but by 1.20pm, it starting to storm. Haha. cat1! Heng someone not in town if not he wont talk to me.

I was talking with the juniors and they starting playing with names. E.g. Like replacing the first letter of the name with some other letter. Like P,
Christine - Phristine
Mei Lin - Pei Lin (Palin)
Denise - (go figure out yourself)

Then we started the letter F. Haha. Mei Lin's name was changed to Fei Lin and Uncle Tony's name was changed to Funcle Fony. Then Safiah went to add some other words like Funny Funky Funcle Fony F_____ (go add in youself). WE WERE ALL LAUGHING LIKE MAD :O Wanted to play Old Maid but there weren't enough cards :) Then Mardhiah went to take her CSP book and I was laughing at it as it reminded me of primary school. HAHA. I also suggested ML about her maths :) All too worthwhile.

The rain stopped around 2.30pm ): Eunice and Mardhiah were walking to see the former's optimist sail. Mei Lin said she can piggyback me and I jumped onto her (sorry ML if your back hurts but its so fun like you're the horse :D wheeeeeee) and piggybacked me halfway. Some guys saw us but who cares. Haha. Then okay lor. Went back and after a short while, Uncle Tony made us launch. Well, I dont wanna launch. I still have this insecure feeling inside me. But well, what the boss says we have to follow. We lauched around 3.30pm to 3.40pm.

I was the last to launch. As usual. And last to reach the place. Like duh. The insecure feeling was still inside me. I was afraid to gybe. Scared could not bear away or something. Uncle Tony told us to beat upwind and come down for a warm up. Good. I saw that the sky was getting from bright to gloomy again.

[Sailing]

Went upwind. Super comfortable. Went downwind also comfortable. I did not want to race. I dont think the pressure is good for me yet. When I went downwind, I saw quite a number of sailors heading upwind again. Lasers and bytes. I followed suit. It was super comfortable for me. I really enjoyed the wind. Just a little bit of hiking out and a little bit of bearing away quite a bit. I was able to go upwind smoothly. Uh. I almost surpassed this guy but in the end I didn't. Beared away and went downwind. The boom swung over my head and it kinda shocked me.

The current was strong and I did not wanna race. I saw Uncle Tony planted two marks at the bottom and was feeling scared lah. But still saw lasers and bytes went upwind. I went upwind also. It started to drizzle. Laser guy was chasing after me real quick. I tacked and went over the lay line by quite a lot and he surpassed me -.-'

Went downwind again. Very nice. Soon the laser guy and I were at the bottom mark, ready to beat upwind again when Uncle Tony signalled us to go back to shore. The laser guy, one optimist boy and I were the only ones close to the bottom mark towards SAF - east. The rest of the fleet were either going downwind from the top mark, at the top mark or going to the top mark. Top mark towards city area - west. So they were all 'clustered' together.

I saw the fleet went back to shore together. I was like alone, with a laser guy and optimist boy. The current was strong - west to east therefore making the three of us rather difficult to get back to shore. The wind died down. Uncle Tony told me to go towards the shore as the current was not as strong.

Then I saw a RAINBOW behind. It was awesome. If I have a camera with me I will definetely take it. Really big from SAF to the middle of the sea. I pointed to Uncle Tony to look back. He did. He turned to me and I smiled to him and continued sailing. He went to tow the three ~~pathetic~~ optimist sailors back to shore.

I wish to see the rainbow with someone. But it faded away too soon.

Well, the rainbow indicated to me that it is a blessing in disguise. It was dark and a rainbow appeared. God was answering to me as I sang a song which goes along the line, "With Christ in the vessel we could smile at the storm as we go sailing home" :))

After the optimists were gone, I find myself the furthest boat out at sea. Laser dude went in quite a lot. It was like a 'dejavu' for me. LOL. Last year's dream. I dreamt that I was in an optimist. The waters were gloomy the sky was gloomy I'm the only one out at sea. Then suddenly one whole fleet of bytes came and Sa was in there. LOL. I always dream about her >.>

Thank goodness Uncle Tony came to my rescue and towed me and the laser dude back to shore (: Yay. At least I wont be the last one to get onto shore as there was another laser guy and byte guy close to shore in the waters. In the end, I dunno how the heck they went up so quickly and I was the last one left in the water =x. Uhh. So freaky!

Zai helped me and hurry unrigged my boat and ML said I unrigged really fast today :DD Haha. She was telling me some school launched so late, sailed really near to shore and went back to shore early. I saw them at shore when I was beating upwind for the last time. They live a good life. Sheesh. But it's okay.. (:

Then briefing and bathed at 6pm. Really late. ML fetched us home and we talked about Obama's victory and it is really sad hearing that his grandmother voted before she passed away. Dropped off at Pasir Ris and bought bubble tea and went home (:

Today is such a great day. Although it did not start well, But however, it ended err.. Well? HAHA. For those who can get it, GOOD!

YAY FRIDAY!

unprepared

2008-11-03T20:36:00.004+08:00

Uhh. Tuesday and wednesday full training :S
Morning + Lunch + Afternoon - Strong wind, strong current ):
Uhhhhhhhh! Will get really tiring DDD:

Anyway, I went to the gym with Mardhiah and Mei Lin on friday.
We met at Mcdonalds and did our maths then Mardhiah went to meet some ~~short~~ guy named Hafidzhin to pass her back her pencilbox :) Hehe.
What I did isn't as much as the time I was at Vis' house =x

Sunday was my brother's, Kellie's and Tricia's birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Went to church then went to eat buffet at Suntec.
Saw some inconsiderate people taking lots of food. Ugly sight.
:)
Got a pair of shoes and a DVD :D
Uhh. Havent got my brother anything yet. LOL still thinking.
Maybe I should get him some study materials for him to study next year
*Evil grin*
Nah maybe I shouldn't be so horrible. He still got me dumbells for my birthday (:

And I'm not free on Friday
Was wanting to go cycling (even though I could not cycle) at ECP
and do other things ):
Something came up eventually. Argh.

Time flies

2008-11-01T16:38:00.004+08:00

I was Tagged by: Eunice

1. Do you have secrets?
Yeahh..

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
EEEEE! I dont want!
I hope not..

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
Usually yeah (: with people like Audrey supplying me post its then people like Melissa, Valerie and Oon behind me talking about meatballs and chicken wings and my ten wishes. Yi Jie lending me her triplus and everyone going crazy (:
But sometimes it gets a bit boring. Absense of something :D HAHA.

4. What would you do if you had a billion dollars?
Hmm.. I would donate some to charity.
Then save some for the future for a house and cars and then everyone can party! And my house will have a bomb shelter!
Then buy whatever I need and a few I want.
Give some to my family members.
Treat everyone! :D (c'mon gimme the billion dollars!)
And of course I'll write my will.. JOKING!

5. Would you fall in love with your best friend?
I have many wonderful friends. So I dont have a best friend.
And prolly my future bf is my best friend.
AWWWW! Thats so sweet! :}}

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Oh! This I confirm know!
Loving someone :D
Because being loved by someone. *cough cough* some retard from my tuition, is freaky!
Wanna know the whole story, ask (:

7. Who do you idolize?
No one. Idolize is a big word. Admire, yes. Idolize, no.

8. If the person you secretly like is attached, what would you do?
Cry ): then pluck some ~~hair~~ motivation from my friends :) and show to him that I can survive better without him! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Maybe he will like me after that :DDD

9. Is there anything that has made you very happy?
Having the company of my friends, who I know will go through everything with me (:
AWWWWW (:

10. Do you have any regrets?
Err. Yah. Sort of. I We, Mimi, Tracy and I, shouldnt skip the last part of RGS PSS ):

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
14 + 10 = 24 (:
I'll see myself burying in books regarding medicine.
Then I'll do well in my exams and do 1 year housemanship and graduate being Doctor Christine ~~THE MAGNIFICENT~~ :DD

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family. Sorry pals.
Blood is thicker than water.

13. What kind of person do you think the person tagged you is?
She is a good junior who I have high hopes on.
Hmm..

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married (: Love over money ((:
When you die, there's someone to die with you.
Let's die together! :D (lame =.=)

15. What is your favorite colour?
No doubt it's blue! although my room is painted green but ohwell (:

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Yup.. Well, that sincerity.
If you love someone, why not?

17. What would you do if someone you hate asks for forgiveness?
I will never ever hate someone. Well, I try not to.
Hate is a strong word.
And even if I really hate someone, yeah. Everyone deserves a second chance.
Do it to others and they will do it to you
Wow seems like I'm lecturing.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Yah. Refer to answer 17.

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
Ehh.. Err. Both have their good and bad points.
But loving someone and someone loving you is a bliss (:

20. 6 people i have tagged.
I will tag:
Elena
Jovina
OON
Qianhui the kueh
Sushi
Susie

:)

I'm high today :D Oon said I dont sound like Mr Teo! YAY! Well, I guess I'm too happy to sound like him :) Mr Teo, dont be sad! I'm sprouting nonsense here!

And it's been a week ):

_

2008-10-30T20:16:00.004+08:00

So pekcek now >:(
Dunno what to do tomorrow. I dont wanna go escape.
Sorry. I talk about kinship more than having fun.
I wanna visit ~~Bibi~~ Hannah and I wanna go to the gym.

Hannah stay strong (: Then can watch the movie (I think it's coming out) together for your sake :DD

On the brighter side,
I gained 0.5kg! Yay!
I went to cut my hair! Yay!
I went for a jab! Chicken Pox immunisation! Yay!

Someone went Beijing. I wish him a safe trip (:

driven? or not?

2008-10-28T01:04:00.014+08:00

There's something wrong with the template. But I dont care.

Let me enjoy the hours left till I get suanned today and tomorrow.
I worked hard already. It's up to you if you wanna do nothing about it.

Then I can enjoy chatting, facebooking and blogging when the day is over (:

I havent give up yet. I will prove you wrong.

Ironically, I dont really seem to bother so much already. Ive changed. I dont know why. Maybe I will change back.
I should have re-think the choice I made two years ago

RGS PSS (: + Jovina's Birthday

2008-10-26T22:24:00.028+08:00

RGS Peer Support Sharing is so fun! (:

Mimi, Tracy, Vaishnavi and I went down to RGS yesterday for Peer Support Sharing 2008! Tracy's mum came to fetch us there. We saw the programme outline and boy, it looks boring and we already made the conclusion that our school's conference is better. The school is really big and confusing. HAHA.

Well, we can say we were quite early, but some schools were there already. Then i saw this familiar face with 3 other guys wearing the vs uniform - Bih Yau. I was so shocked to see him there. I wasn't expecting vs to be there. Even if vs were to be there, I wasnt expecting Bih Yau. Hoho. We went to register and we were splitted into different groups. My group is group 5, SYDNEY. I was kinda scared and told Tracy to hold my hand. LOL. Vaish is in the same group as Bih Yau. Wahahahahaha.

Carly and Grace were already there. Same as Long Chuan, Priscilla and Daniel. I went to sit near to Daniel but not so near. Haha. Tense feeling. So I kept smiling to Carly and Grace. Soon, more people came like Elena, Jia Ai, Jun Rong and Zhi Xian. Zhi Xian is from track and field (: I know someone that he knows too. Long Chuan led us to introduce ourselves and games like Katong Laksa and the confusing tap-hand game.

Soon, Sydney was told to join group 6 - Vaish's group. We played double whacko and we cannot pair up with the ones that is in the same school as us. Aww ): But it's okay, I went to pair up with Bih Yau. HAHAHAHA. Bih Yau is so useful and told him to "protect me". I dont wanna get whacked and he always mentioned the same person's name. Haha. Then we had ice breakers with everyone like the money game where we all cheated. Lol. And the star sign-first letter of your name-last number of your handphone number game :D Then we did the 'instruction game' with our groups and I had to start by doing a star jump and out "We're all in this together!" =.= I got to know even more people like Sushi, Jasmin (nice name), Amirah etc etc.

We settled down for our first sharing session with RGS's councellor Ms Sciberras about being a mentor and stuffs and halfway through, she told me to act with Elena about active listening. Frankly speaking, I have no idea what is active listening. So you mean you listen attentively and don't say anything? HAHA. Ms Sciberras told me that she is going to act about non active listening and I hurry swap with her (: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I was so tense and uptight lah! HAHA. Poor Elena, I had to dao her. Haha. And my voice was like squeaking >< story =".=">what I like ((: and he added something more (:

TRYBE came and gave each team 10 pictures, to arrange them in order and made up a story. Eugene and Zhi Xian made up the story. But mainly it's Eugene who made up the story. Haha. Quoted from Elena's blog, and since Elena likes purple,

"one fine day, it was the olympic in soul 1988. Derek went to run for olympics and got first. then later his prize was a five-time leg hair removal cos they thought that giving a medal was far too boring. so then coincidentally, on the next olympics 1992, all the runners tore their hemstring thus unable to participate -.- then it was only Derek, but unfortuantely, the five-time leg hair removal made his heel and ankle very painful, so he could not run properly. So Jim - his father, came to support him and run with him till the end of the race and he got FIRST. = peer mentoring -.- okay i know its super lame. the pictures areon the photo the poster thingo."

Then other groups came to present and I like Mimi's group (: Haha. Derek is runner. Another guy named Nicholas (who is the TRYBE person) who stalks Derek. Then his best friend Jim helps Nicholas to stalk Derek and is hiding when Derek won the race. Then Jim and Derek hugged each other so tightly that the ankle/heel broke. Something like that. It was hilarious! Gosh. Junrong said thats how his school's PSL are like. >.> HAHAHAHA.

But actually the real story isnt that spastic or funny.

And thanks to my logic,
Thomas the sailor (looks) + Thomas my brother (behaviour) = All the Thomas' I know = Junrong :D

Then its break and then its the presentation by CGSS and VS. I didnt know Jia Ai's the head for her PSB lah.. Then CGSS psb sound great :) they have like tutoring sessions lah. And VS's head is Bih Yau =.= but hey, their ppt is very professional :) Actually I wasnt paying much attention to VS's one.. Kinda tired already. But it's okay. Just a click away and Bih Yau and Junrong will tell me more (: HAHA. And both school's mascot is the phoenix. So cool. Should suggest that the PB have a mascot too.

Then we had to leave early ): Missed out all the songs and jumping ): REGRETTED SO MUCH DD: and yeah, we didnt regret skipping tkgs open house 08. HOW MUCH WE LOVE RGS PSS (:
Should have been longer (: And hey, that doesnt mean I dont miss tkgs slc okay! I also miss it especially it is us who planned it.

Top left to right: Long Chuan, Grace, Junrong, Elena, Shu Shien the sushi, yours truly, Jasmin and Priscilla.
Bottom left to right: Amirah, Carly (unique name), Daniel, Eugene, Zhi Xian, Cheryl and Jia Ai

<3 SYDNEY! ;D

Tracy's mum fetched us to the MRT. Vaish left earlier. So Mimi and I were left by ourselves to go to our destination and we kept talking about the PSS (: I alighted at Kovan and ML's parents came to fetch us to Jovina's house. Haha. Her room changed a bit. We went to try out the water bombs and Im really scared it will burst. HAHA.

Then we went down to help Hannah Montana to light her instant grill and we barbecued many things and ate many things and I BET ALL THE PRAWNS WERE EATEN BY US :P I helped so many people to peel prawns like Audrey, Hannah, Valerie and Yoon!

I ALMOST LOST MY FIRST KISS! Thanks to Audrey. Hey, it is meant for someone else lah!

Then ML, Yoon and I went up to Jovina's room to chat while the rest were downstairs playing water bombs. Haha. Then we pranked called people. HAHAHA. And soon the water people bathed/changed and we were down to eat the nice cheesecake which OON didnt eat ):

Pictures at Audrey's blog (: HAHA. Im lazy to take them.

Then went home and add all the Sydney-ians on msn and saved their numbers and msned with Marcus Chong. Lalalalalalala.

Lies

2008-10-26T18:07:00.004+08:00

I dont like people who lie.

White lies are acceptable. Certain lies are acceptable.
But what turns me off are lies that affect my life.
Which affects the things I love;
Which affects my feeling towards certain things.

I loved it so much then.
And now because of lies, my feelings for it changed.
I dont love it so much now.
Sometimes I find it a torture.

Why do you have to lie?
Why cant you be frank?
Your actions made me changed, a lot.
Now Im all empty, grumpy, grouchy, whatever.

And it leads me into thinking,
Life is unfair.
Even Sa appeared in my dream and told me
"I study so much and those people who didn't study scored better than me"
Yes, life is unfair.
Im dedicated. I appeared for this and that.
But how about those who aren't dedicated.
Who doesn't appear.
And they get bootlicked/credited.

Some of you should know what I mean,
Who I mean.
(:

I had a great MSN talk with Marcus Chong.
That great guy :} HA.
I get to know him much better.
And he could have volunteered to go for the RGS PSS!

Next post about RGS PSS + Jovina's Birthday (:
I MISS SIDNEY! <3

Accomplished

2008-10-24T21:36:00.009+08:00

Last day of school ):
PHOTOS! :D
The rest can be found on facebook. Will upload it soon (:
There's one on my MSN DP (:

I will miss 2e2 and especially to those who are leaving next year.

I know. I pose really boring-ly.

Well, my blog will be reopened tomorrow (:

And tomorrow is Jovina's birthday AND I'm going RGS tomorrow for their conference or something like that.

Today, I went to Vismitha's house with Merlene, Qing Wen and Xin Ying. Ehh.. I actually thought they are going to call Qian Hui and Lynn along. Ahh so sorry.

The purpose I'm going to Vismitha's house is do gym there. While the rest wanna play and all. Anusha and Ahsiwarya also came along with a friend which I dont really know =x.

Qing Wen, Xin Ying and I ate at LJS and we talked a lot of stuff then met Merlene and went to Vismitha's house. On the way there, I saw this teenager who looked like some vs sailor lah.. I cannot confirm whether it's the person I thought I saw.

Woof woof* :}

When we reached Vismitha's house, I wanted to gym then got this lady in the gym, who is Vismitha's neighbour, who have this sickening face. HAHA. Heard from Vis that she is really horrible. Then we waited for the auntie to come out before we went in.

So I jogged like a total of 3km + 400 times the one where your legs go up and down + 10mins of cycling + countless number of times bungee pull from front and down (: It was so fun ((((: The rest went to swim. I thought i missed a lot of things but in the end, I really enjoyed myself. Chatted with Anusha a lot of times then went to Vis house to eat pizza and drink milo :). Wanted to go play tennis after that but it was quite late already so I went home (:

Vis said that the doctor told her that she's unfit for OBS like what the heck? And she's feeling all weird since morning onwards. Bullshit the doctor lah!

Since gym is so fun I definetely wanna do it again. Anyone wanna join me soon?
AND THE PEOPLE SAID MY ARMS GREW A BIT FATTER (:
Will ask the rest tomorrow :D

Vismitha is so selfish don't let me play her violin ):

Pencil, Eraser, Sharpener

2008-06-09T00:55:00.005+08:00

Yvonne told me this short story, which I think it's meaningful.

Pencils start off as sharpened pencils. Ready to use.

We draw out our imaginations, we write down our thoughts.

And when we made a mistake, we use the eraser to correct them.

After some time, the pencil gets blunt, the lead breaks.

We use the sharpener to sharpen the pencil and we use it again.

Everyone of us are pencils.

We start off as nice sharpened pencils.

And when we do something wrong, we correct our mistakes.

We get tired after some work. We break down.

Then we undergo the process of sharpening ourselves.

Although the process is very painful and very difficult,

But eventually, we become even better, even nicer, even sharper pencils.

TKGPB SLC 2008

2008-06-08T00:32:00.012+08:00

3 weeks after Conference? LOL. I'm so late!

CONFERENCE WAS A SERIOUS BLAST (: I'm going to type the event in details so that I will not forget about this for a many years to come..
Ate breakfast at home. Secondhand Serenade's Fall For You kept playing in my head (:

BEFORE CONFERENCE!

I arranged to meet Mimi at the school bus stop at 6.55am. We have to be in school by 7am. Then I met Kah Min on the bus. Alighted and saw Mimi and Clara. We walked to the main gate of the school and saw Denise. The five of us walked into the school. Mimi and I placed our bags into the den and went to help clean tables and carry stuff to prepare for the conference (:

We gathered in the foyer and Mdm Lenny said thank you to us even before we started the conference. 1 guest came really early. We did the school cheer and we continued our duties. My duty was actually in the studio to prompt the guests to place their bags upstairs at the two rooms of the studio but there were no guests that time. Haha. Then I went to help Janjira and Jia Min to arrange the NEWater bottles outside the studio.

STARTING OF CONFERENCE!

Guests started to come into the studio and I saw some of my group members. My group is group 10.
They are:
Owais - Canberra Sec
Yin Ru - Damai Sec
Kang Le - Hwa Chong
En Han - Nanyang Girls'
Eddy - Nan Hua High
Debbie - SCGS
Susie - SAC
Shawn - St Pats (he didn't come)
Siddharth - TK
Shan Li
Bernadette
Elenna
Nurul
and I

Debbie, Eddy, Eh Han, Kang Le and Owais were the only ones there. I marked attendance. They were very quiet and shy. Guys sit one side, girls sit one side. In the middle of them is an empty chair. Quite funny. The other prefects were not with the group as we had duties. I tried to mingle with them and enable them to talk but the response was ~.~. Nevermind. I prompt them to place their bags upstairs in one of the two rooms and they went back to sit down and keeping quiet again. I guided the rest of the guest population to their assigned groups. Quite fun. Haha.

Soon, Yin Ru came and she sat behind Debbie. She's also very quiet. I also guided her to place her bag. I can't really remember what happened after that. Heh.. Nurul told me that one of my group members were at the other end of the studio. Went there and saw four girls wearing light blue skirts. SAC! Haha. One of them is wearing my group's tag colour. I dunno what is that called. By the way, it's grey. Then I know that she's Susie! Haha. Danielle's friend. Susie went to next next to Yin Ru. And Susie's really nice (: Haha. She talks while the rest are still quiet.

More people came and I saw this group. Mixed. The girls were wearing green skirts like us. Haha. TK. Saw a guy wearing my group's tag. I already know he is Siddharth. I know how he looks like. Yep yep. He's really good/funny. He went to sit on the empty chair that seperates the girls and the guys. Haha. That's really good (:

The event got started shortly after and I went to sit with my groupmates. Mdm Lenny, Mrs Lim and Salimah gave us an opening speech on our theme -
LIFELINE - Stewardship, Succession and Sustainability.

Then we had Ice Breaker Games with out buddy groups (: and have our snacks. Haha. Group 2 and 10.

Group 2:
Chuen Heng - Bedok North Sec
Clarice - SNGS
Gauri - Manjusri Sec
Dave - Maris Stella
Evelyn - Nan Hua
Azira - RGS
Sandhosh - SASS
Carissa - SAC
Hafidzhin - VS
Charmaine - XMS
Kah Min
Wynne
Yi Ting
and Nuzul

And yes, I can remember most of them (: We played Five², like Bingo. So we went around asking people for their signatures and found out that Owais is from Pakistan; Dave has a personal desktop/laptop like me; Kang Le has CCA three times a week etc.

Next we moved on to playing Honey, I Love You.
Game THREE: HONEY I Love You

Instructions: Players form a circle with one player in the middle (it).
The middle person must approach players in the circle and ask, ‘Honey, if you love me, can you please smile?’
The person being questioned must answer, ‘Honey, I love you but I just can't smile.’
The ‘it’ tries it on the same person for three times, but if the victim doesn’t smile, the ‘it’ will have to change target.
If she/he does smile or laugh, she/he becomes "it" and the previous middle person joins the circle.
The person who is "it" is not allowed to touch other players but may make as many funny faces as she/he wishes.

Haha. Nuzul is the 'it' at first and she targets Nurul. Nurul smiled so she have to become the 'it' and she came to target me. Haha. Before she even said anything, I laughed. So I became the 'it'. Ahhh. I went to target Gauri and she actually smiled but she went to cover her mouth ): So I so called failed and the rest told me to target the person next to her, who is Dave. AHHHHH. Dave's a guy. But I still did it anyway. First time failed. A bit saddening. But I kept smiling at him and he finally smiled. Oh my gosh Dave you actually saved me :DD. HAHA. He became the 'it' and we continued playing and targetted almost everybody.

This picture makes me laugh :D

Time pasted really fast and we had to go back into the studio for the talks. We settled down and found out we havent decided our group name yet. Haha. Thank goodness Siddharth said Heartbeatz and we were all fine with it (: Debbie and I decided to go to the 'podium' and explained why our group name is called HeartBeatz. Haha. We just crap :)) I know I was really enthu at that point of time. HAHA. Lub Dub, lub dub. <3333.

And 'GO GO POWER RANGERS!'. HAHAHAHA!

I sat next to Eddy. He's a quiet guy. And he looks like a Malay. Haha. Yah. First talk by Mrs Norma Sit. At a certain point,..

Mrs Norma Sit: When the parents got divorced, it is always the female who gets the children 'cause we woman care..
Eddy: But Britney Spears is a different case.
Me: Hahahahahahaha..

I learnt that Leadership is Someone with a sense of self, purpose and direction who can show the way and that women 2 generations before were faced with discrimmination and they fought so that women now can have a say in the society.

Next talk is by Mr Martin Tan. He's really funny. Haha. He told us about the left brainers, right brainers and no brainers. Haha. When I clamp my hands together, my left thumb is over the right thumb - right brainers who are good in Arts. Eeeeee. So not true. LOL. Eddy's one is right over left - left brainers who are good in Maths and Science. Yeah that applies to him. Haha. Kah Min came and sat next to me. And halfway through the talk, she saw Eddy sleeping. Hohohohoho. I woke Eddy up lah. He was really tried because he slept at 2 in the morning, same as me, but just that he was doing homework while I was watching TV :))

I learnt that Leadership is NOT just about people in positions of POWER but people in postions on INFLUENCE. And not to wait for tomorrow to come when we can do things today :)
Mr Tan also showed us a video about this wheel chair bounded boy who has a lot of inspiration to make the world a peaceful place. Not sure what his name is. It was sad when we found out that he had passed away but he left something that etched in our hearts. Since a boy who is disable have this inspiration to change to world, why cannot we, older, more matured, not disabled people, do so? Yeah. The boy himself is an inspiration to all of us.

Mr Martin talked until 1pm. Way way behind time. We proceeded for lunch and the food's nice. Good job logistics! :) After we all ate, my group did self introduction again. And this time, it was much better than in the morning :) We then proceeded to the foyer to have photo taking and we went back to studio to have Situational Thinking Exercise.

SITUATIONAL THINKING EXERCISE

I was supposed to play the video and the video but in the end I went to switch off the lights and went to hide :D Haha. And I'm not shy :). The situational exercise is about this girl who bought a pair of slippers at the beach and it was punctured by a posionous starfish. She fell into a coma due to the patrol officers and the paramedics who neglected her.

We were grouped into our buddy groups again and we are the Good Western Insurance organisation. We went to 1e2 and got everyone to discuss our stance, rebuttals and alliances with other organisations and decided how much each organisation should pay. At first it was really quiet. Like the gentlemen from Group 2 and my group. Haha. Chueng Heng, Clarice, Debbie and En Han are our representitives. They really did a good job :DD

My group! :)

After making our stance, it comes the rebuttal round. Haha. I wasn't listening most of the time as I was talking to Siddharth about the paramedics and cheering for I dunno what. Haha. Siddharth showed me his Red Cross card or paramedics card or whatever card. He is a paramedic himself :O. Haha. Susie's from SJAB. That's so cool (: Siddharth went to make his rebuttal but he did not finish as there was no time left. Hahahaha. Quite funny lah. This rebuttal round really let me see that some people are joining in such as Kang Le and Eddy. And maybe the rest as well but I dunno 'cause I was sitting with the boys. No more seats with the girls lah..

GAMES!

After the STE, we had games! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD. I was so ganchiong in getting the piece of paper from Kai Ling. Uhhhhh. Almost tripped =x. Haha. We also need to protect a tofu. Haha.

Eddy walked around shoeless. LOL. That funny guy. He does not enjoy wearing shoes. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

First station was Humpty Dumpty at the SAC. I played the game before. We had to build a structure that can hold something in 20 seconds (I know what the something is but I just cannot tell :)). We spent between a so so to using a lot of time building a knee length structure to hold something. Well, I can very daringly say that my group is very creative (: Hais. Never taken a picture of the structure. In the end, the item we had to support is an egg. Now I know why the game is called Humpty Dumpty. Well, my group succeeded. Yeah! :D

The next game we played is H2O at the field. Eddy's gonna regret not wearing his shoes! The twelve of us (excluding Elenna 'cause she was in charge of Humpty Dumpty) lines ourselves up in a straight line and to transfer water from one person to another person and so on from a bucket at the start of the line and a cup at the end of the line. 5 are blinded. Haha. I remember Yin Ru and En Han and Nurul were blindfolded along with two other guys. Haha. And the things used for transfering are cups and rectangle plastic sheets?! There are holes and slits in the cups so its not easy. Im holding a plastic sheet by the way :)

We did not have any communication problems because the first person was taking the water way too fast! HAHA. So we were all so gan chiong in transferring the water from one end to the other. We took quite a short time doing the activity but the planning took some time. Haha. I stood almost at the end. Between Yin Ru and En Han. Two blind-folded people.

Haha Third and final station.. I can't remember what station that was. Tangled Up or something. We took our right hands out and hold another person's right hand and left hand out and hold a different person's hand.

We almost solved it in our first try but we made two circles. We tried it the second and third time and we did not complete it in the end due to time constrain. DDD:

TEA!

We went back to the studio to 'surrender' our tofu. Then went to the canteen to have Tea. The food was okay. Not many comments. Then like a bit sad 'cause I know that the conference was coming to an end soon ):

Went back to the studio again. Got everyone settled down. They gave out the feedback form and I found out that I lost En Han's pencil that she lent me since morning. I ran shoeless all the way back to 1e2 classroom but to no avail. I feel rather guilty of losing it. I went back to the studio again to find the pencil. Couldnt find it. I asked Denise to accompany me to go to the canteen to find it and thank goodness, it was there. Lying on the floor. Pheww. I help to take back the polystrene plates and plastics forks and spoons back to the general office. I got worried again 'cause I was not carrying my camera. Haha. Thank goodness it was at the studio :)). Siddharth did not went to steal it. LOL. Salimah was announcing the lucky draw winners and I was one of them :) Got a shirt like Eddy. Haha.

The farewell came really quickly but we managed to take a group photo :) After we took the photo, we were all dispersed. I got that 依依不舍 cum a sense of lost feeling. Talked a little to Hafidzhin and walked to the foyer with Janjira. We walked back again because there wasn't anybody there. Had a final talk with Susie and after that, I couldn't controlled my emotions and let it all out..

Haha! I got this shot at the end.

And I like this gift from us to the schools a lot :)

Picture from Susie.

Felt like calling her Suzz. Haha

We took some pictures and then had a debrief at the foyer when all the schools have left. It was a very enriching experience. Although at the end I was really sad ): I emo-ed for the next few days. Yeah. Post Conferene Blues.

The reason why I typed this post in detailed is because the conference really rocks :) and I met really really good people. THIS CONFERENCE IS A SUCCESS! Yeah, I MISS HEARTBEATZ.

Eddy, Kang Le, Owais, Siddharth, Me, Nurul, Elenna, Shan Li, Bernadette, Susie, Yin Ru, En Han and Debbie

I SO LURVE THIS PICTURE.

Well at least all of them are smiling :)

AND I DO HOPE THAT ALL OF THEM WILL COME BACK FOR INVESTITURE!

Although this conference is really short, but the hard work that we placed in is a lot. For a half day event, we placed in 5 months of blood, sweat and tears. My group didn't bond very well. But at least we all tried. The next conference will be a better one.

What I can do now is to put up a good show during PI and leave an etching memory in those that come.

Till then;

PS. some pics were from Tracy and Karen :)

2008-04-26T14:11:00.003+08:00

15apr08.
Rewinding back to my birthday. It is MY BESTEST BIRTHDAY EVER. Cakes and stuffs. LOL. I hope there will be something like this next time. HOHO. And from my birthday, I can really know certain stuffs. Yeah :D

Thanks to all of you who wished me Happy Birthday and those who gave me pressies. HAHA. I <3 my flowers :D

AND I LOVE YOU GUYS :D
ILY.ILY.ILY.ILY.ILY.ILY.ILY.ILY.ILY.ILY.ILY.ILY.ILY.ILY.ILY.ILY.ILY.ILY.ILY!

Let us enjoy =D. CAs are finally over!

Jiayou to those who are still in the midst of revision and exams. Keep you guys in prayer :)

I wish that I could go back yesterday.. And bring us back again.

2008-03-19T20:48:00.004+08:00

Geography remedial rocks =D

I sat with Mei Lin and Yi Jie today. Haha. They are so hyper :). Half of the class failed Geog. Oh well. Andria, Mei Lin and I are in sailing from 2e2. Then Mardhiah and Zai are in remedial too. So the whole optimist sailors without opti-racer cert are in remedial. Meaning sailors are not good in Human Geog :D.

We were doing the worksheet today and we finished it. I'm the guai one to double check. Haha.

(while checking MCQ question)
Me: Eh, you look at this question. Why put B? Shifting cultivation requires high capital meh? No need fertilizers 'cause you burn the felled trees and the ashes become fertilizers. It's wrong.
Yi Jie: That's why they say which one is the incorrect one mah..
Me: OH! Oh. Oh..
Yi Jie: HAHAHAHAHA!..

Mrs Tan went through the MCQ questions with us after that.
Me: Oh yes! All correct.
Mei Lin: Haha, yeah. we should not be in remedial.
Me: Yeah.

Then for the structured questions, we got it wrong.. Mostly. Haha. How to get out of remedial?

We did PT today for sailing as it was raining. Coach said that we did better than vs :) Did my homework at NSC and then went home.