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Thursday, March 19, 2009

the happening stories

I DON'T WANT TO EAT MEDICINE ANYMORE D;

It's super tiring to eat like 14 pills a day and drink like 6 teaspoons of cough syrup.
I don't think anyone will be able to imagine how I'm feeling.
I'm really sick of eating medicine ):

KFRJFHGFIJEIJTRJUFEMCDSAOKWHPKNDHFGQHVGFHJREHJBSFFJ!!!

I was like hoping I could sail today.
And look, there's so many complicated knots tied down to this simple action.
The wind was light today, yeah I am sure I can sail, definetely.
It's just too bad I didn't bring my medication and that we can't predict what will happen when launching starts.

But on a lighter note, THANK YOU H*'S MUMMY (: For really giving me advices and consoling me (: Thanks from the bottom of my heart <3>at most I just die out there la.

~~Dying isn't easy you know.~~ There are powerboats like everywhere I heard. Then if they see you lagging behind they'll go and check on you or something. Then I can retire and they escort me back to shore and H*'s Mummy will come and save me (:

And cause of this assurance she gave me is the main reason why I'm smiling. Even though I'm frowning because there are more things to frown than smile about.

~~Okay don't talk about dying.~~

I'M GOING TO FINISH STRONG.

*Names have been changed.
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And sometimes when your week is grumpy, everything that's thrown to you will automatically be bad.

Sometimes, I dunno things that are going on with my close friends. They don't tell me things.
And I question myself to whether am I as important to them as compared to them being as important to me.

Maybe I need to change the way I think, or assume. Maybe I'm assuming they are my good friends.

Kay, get a grip of myself and move on ; urh!

I bet only one person knows what I'm talking about.

Sometimes I find myself as a hypocrite. When others are down I'm able to comfort them and encourage them but when dealing with my own problems I tend to shun away and if it get's too difficult for me to control, I'll just break off.

So sooner or later I'm just left in my own whirlpool and realise I can't rely on you, because you're not always there to save me. You might go and cater to other victims in need and later may come and save me but what happens if you forgot about me and I drown?

If those other victims are more important to you then I have nothing much to say but hope for someone else to help me. Then maybe next time when I need help I'll go to my new life saver and hopefully forgot about what happened and erase the scene which I saw off my memory. Well, maybe not because the other victims are more important to you and that's a fact which I have to accept.

Now I don't see why I should take the later bus to school every morning.

Next time I shall not hope for anything. I'm really bushed.

♥ Meatball ! :D @ 9:37 PM